Was a nice thought while it lasted.

[estes]

If you've visited my myspace page within the past week or so then you are probably aware that I've obtained a brand new digital camera.  Because of this I found it necessary to upload a pic on LJ so that I wouldn't be a complete loser.  NOT TO MENTION I've had one for about four years now and I've yet to upload one.  At first it was the lack of

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[shschicka2]

I think CSU would be good for you. And I might end up at CofC so we could def. hang out all the flipping time. I would miss my VP :)
and $34,000?? That's great! You may not get a full ride but you're a heck of a lot closer than I am my love. So far I have not received one scholarship or one offer.
So far I'm trying to figure out where I'm supposed to go to college. I haven't even got accepted to Clemson yet. Bummer...
I hope you don't have mono again. I like you better without it. But I love you either way.
I wish we had a class together. I still have all of our pictures and notes from Government :)
XOXO

[estes]

Awww...it will happen! I have no doubt that you'll be accepted to Clemson! Just give it time! And as far as scholarships go...you'll get them! I didn't get that offer with my acceptance letter. So just give it time. OH AND FINANCIAL AID SHOULD BE GOOD! For both you and me! So maybe it will all work out in the end! I'm going to pray about it so we shall see! LOVE YA!

[insanityonabun]

I read it...I concur with the spiritual life in the dumps...I don't know what it is, I just can't seem to shake my...apathy...that really what it is for me, I try to care...but I just can't seem to do it...

[estes]

Sorry I don't really have anything for you...I was just seeing who would read it...haha!

And I completely get you. APATHY...perfect word. So basically I still don't care like I want to. I'm trying to convince myself that I do, and I'm hoping that after a while I won't just believe it...I'll live it. If this doesn't work then I'm pretty much...SCREWED...ha.

Good luck. Hopefully we'll both come out of this thing soon. And who knows perhaps we'll be stronger in our walk.

I'm glad that I've gotten to the point to where I can at least admit that the problem is my own...before I was in such a state of denial. It seems ridiculous (perhaps because it is) because I honestly thought that it was all God. I convinced myself that He had turned His back on me. SO...now that I know that is anything BUT true hopefully I will survive this thing.

I'll pray for you.

[tasogarenoudon]

I'm late, but I did read it. :) I'm glad that you've figured out where you need to be. I wish I was as lucky to know what God wanted me to do. I've been praying, but I don't know if I've just been missing the answers. I've always been a person of terrible faith anyway. I guess I just have to wait because I've time I've ever asked for God's help I've gotten it, even if it didn't happen exactly at that moment or exactly how spoiled little me wanted it to. At least I got accepted to the College of Charleston so at least I have somewhere to go. If I go, we're going to be near each other. :) That's cool. All of my high school years I've wanted to move away from here, but this year I started thinking about how much I would miss everybody I've known for so long. I know many people who are going to CofC and CSU, so I'm glad.

[estes]

I know how you feel.

We'll definitely need to get together and do something! :)