I am still myself, and that is strangely comforting. I feel comforted everytime I do something mundane. I feel comforted everytime I talk to someone normally like a normal human being.

Joining this competition has changed me in so many ways I never expected. I think I'm a very improved person now. Thanks for the tuition on life.

I love him so so so damn much. He's like a grown up rolly-polly baby to me so if it turns out that I'm infertile and I can never give birth, he shall be my adopted kid!

it's confirmed that i got in. and i can't help wondering if i really look that bad in my photos to receive all these bad comments. lol! or izzit just cuz i ain't wearing a bikini? i dunno man.

so therefore, there's gonna be a long and tough journey ahead. time to harden and prepare myself.

I am now having my first taste of having myself being exposed to the public. Having people criticize u all over the place, saying that I'm fat, saying that I look like an indonesian maid ( Read more... )

It's so boring just to wait for some damn Blackrock orcs to resurrect! It's 2.45 am and I've got an audition tmr. And it's not exactly like I'm that well-prepared. But I just don't feel like doing a damn thing abt it! It's like I've become jaded with all the consecutive rejections ( Read more... )

Mahjong was last minute cancelled as we couldn't find a place. Therefore my hands are itchy but unable to play ( Read more... )

I can't help it but I just love mahjong far far far too much.

I realized the trying to quit your job is a lot like trying to break up with your partner. Not that I'm going to break up with my partner because I don't see that happening in the near future. (Poor Shen) But it's just that I see a lot of similarities ( Read more... )

Mahjong is life. But I need to get a pair of specs too. Before I become blind and unable to play mahjong anymore ( Read more... )

Cry as much as I want to ( Read more... )