well, it's official, goin in for surgery in june to get my throat ripped out..woooot ( Read more... )

I need motivation
To walk this long damned road
Every time I cough
My head seems to explode

When will I get better
When will I get free
For every pill I take
It feels the same to me

It just goes on and on
It never seems to end
Before this thing is over
My whole life I will spend

..a not-so-sonnet by allie

i feel like suck.. :(

Hold your breath, dear ( Read more... )

I was in chem yesterday listening to one of the sandman's most interesting stories when we heard a knock on the door. sanders goes out, comes back in and says 'allie..front and center ( Read more... )

one of the many conversations that happen at school ( Read more... )

My birthday was AMAZING. (see starman_dx journal for the entire epic ( Read more... )

haha wanna see something funny ( Read more... )

hey guess what..one day, I wanted to go drive by myself... and so I did...cuz I got my license. yes ( Read more... )

i went to this church thing tonight. not my church. no, this church was WEIRD ( Read more... )

I can't take it anymore ( Read more... )