my feelings cannot be contained in 140 characters or less
guys, so I went to the 1D show last night and I have TOO MANY FEELINGS about it and need to post about them RIGHT AWAY. (warning, there are some AMAZING HUGE pictures behind the cut. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.)
God, I don't even know where to START.
so a while back mediaville got AMAZING seats for us for the show last night and I have been SO EXCITED and flipping out about it for WEEKS now bc, 1D! Harry Styles! IN MY FACE!! how much more awesome can you get, right??
so we made plans to meet up ahead of time and get food and some MUCH NEEDED DRINKS, and wound up having like, an eight person fangirl dinner before the show with M and I, canadiankracka, seedyapartment, girlphenom, harriet_vane who got last minute SURPRISE!! tickets and other people who I dont know if they have ljs! Jess and Stephanie and Mer and it was fun and awesome and we made the little (somewhat more age appropriate girls) at the table behind us show us their light up 1D sign and we drank beer and I was warned of two things: Ed Sheeran is amazing live and Harry Styles is a sex demon and I would never be the same again.
I chose not to believe EITHER of these things and went in WHOLLY unprepared because wow. WOW.
so first, we get into MSG, go down to the floor level and M and I are kind of standing there figuring out which way to go when all of a sudden M is kind of quiet and staring blankly and Im like, uhm, are you ok? and she goes I think thats Eleanor so I turned around and yep, right next to us was Eleanor (who os VERY TALL and has REALLY LONG LEGS and is pretty) and Liam's sister Ruth (who is also VERY CUTE and has very shiny hair) and some other dude who kind of looked like Zayn to me? but it obvs wasnt and then later on I saw pics on twitter of Zayn with a few of his friends and Im pretty sure it was one of those guys that I saw. Anyway they were whisked away up to a suite and M tried to swindle our way up there too BUT ALAS, the dude was not having it. which was fine! we got to our awesome seats and Ed was already on and wow.
WOW.
HE IS REALLY GREAT. He's like, amazing. I dont even know what to say except I was TOTALLY blown away and really GET it now and damn. DAMN. Really amazing.
after he was done we went out and got drinks and then went back to our seats and the show was about to start and just, MY GOD. here's a video I took of the full intro and first song from where I was sitting. (sorry about the whole MINUTE of nothing but screaming in the start. I was worried I was going to miss something and started my video too early, lol
THEY ARE LIKE, RIGHT THERE. RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. I can't even EXPLAIN to you how amazing they were and how HOT they all are and just. ok. like them or not it is AMAZING what they've accomplished and the thing is you can genuinely TELL that they all KNOW that. I cant even count the amount of times I saw Niall wipe his eyes. He WEPT through the entire show. Liam had to shout HELLO MADISON SQUARE GARDEN fifty times because he was just so HAPPY to say it and it was just. they were ALL blown away by it all and it was amazing to see.
this next part is hard for me because I do love them all but deep down I've always been a Harry first kind of girl. I love him the best. Im fine to admit it. but knowing that and then actually SEEING him live, in front of me, that close? I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THE LEVEL OF FEELINGS I HAD.
he's fucking BEAUTIFUL. GORGEOUS. HOT. SMOKING HOT. His FACE and HAIR and SHOULDERS and LEGS and SMILE and HANDS and EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM. and he's a total fucking FLIRT. he REPEATEDLY makes eye contact with people in the audience and winks and waves and jesus fucking christ. I am not ok. I AM NOT OK.
I MIGHT NEVER BE OK AGAIN.
here. have some pictures M took. (please if you post them anywhere credit mediaville, thank you)
louis and harry (I'm sorry, CAN YOU SEE HIS SHOULDERS???)
I mean really?
CUTE CUTE zayn and liam
this is for you disarm_d
WHAT EVEN IS HE???
ZAYN YOUR FACE
harry/louis I WILL NEVER BE OK AGAIN
BUT WHY
LOUIS SEX FACE Y/MFY???
loooooouis
he's just so goddamned pretty
horrible
go away
and this is why you will never see me again. because I am dead.
so...HAHAHA. THOSE ARE MEDIAVILLES PICTURES. THAT SHE TOOK. WHILE STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO ME. THEY WERE SO CLOSE AND YOU COULD SEE THEIR FACES AND IT WAS AMAZING. and they all made SUCH EARNEST SPEECHES ("things like this dont happen to a kid from bradford." FUCK OFF, ZAYN) and NIALL at the end I was WEEPING. and, ugh, IDK, I AM MISSING SO MUCH STUFF BUT CANT CONTROL THE FEELINGS. lets just say that two songs into the concert I went online to my job and made someone take my shift for tonight bc I knew I wouldnt be done FEELING things yet and could not properly function today. this day is lucky if my ass sees a pair of real pants, tbh.
some other things I didnt want to forget about!!
harry tried to slide down the ramp thing at one point and totally almost rolled off the side. HARRY. YOU CANT STAND ON TWO FEET WITHOUT FALLING OVER. PLEASE STOP.
when the twitter question came up what animal would they be and what would their mating call sound like harry says, Oh, I'll go, and his mating call was (in a very serious voice) "Hi. I'm the Real Liam Payne."
at one point in the beginning Liam said "Im going to sound like such a geek but I have to say hello to my mum and dad and sisters who are all here" and he WAVED up at their section. LIAM. STOP IT.
ED CAME OUT FOR HARRY'S LAST VERSE OF LITTLE THINGS AND SAT RIGHT NEXT TO HIM AND THEY LEANED THEIR HEADS TOGETHER AND SANG IT TOGETHER AND AFTER HE STOOD UP AND TIGHTLY HUGGED ALL THE BOYS AND I HAVE TO BE REVIVED WITH SMELLING SALTS.
during Nialls long thank you speech some chick tossed her phone on stage and harry caught it and took his picture doing a thumbs up and then tossed it back to her and I set fire to her with my mind.
also, this was weird. I didnt mention it to M bc it was hard to try and hear things and talk but it was strange, during Niall's speech Harry started staring at the opposite side from where he was standing looking at someone in the audience. idk what he was looking at but after a noticeable stare he went and whispered something to Louis and pointed and they both looked, and then he went and whispered something to Liam and HE looked with Harry and then Harry looked over again and did like, the thing where you touch your necklace and did, I dont want to say the sign of the cross bc I didnt catch it all but he touched his necklace and did some kind of hand thing and then like, kissed his fingers? like when you blow a kiss kind of? idk, it was strange. If anyone sees anything online like that please let me know bc I'm curious as to what was going on.
ANYWAY, the show was great and then they all hugged at the end and I had so many feelings I had to drink bleach on the train bc I didnt think I could go on. here's a video I took of the end of WMYB with them hugging and stuff. you can see the hug pretty decent when they come up onto that stage part right in front of where we were.
I have a few more videos too, I just didnt upload them yet. I think I taped Gotta Be You and part of Moments and Kiss you and idk what else. if I get them up I will link them here!
in conclusion: I had had mixed feelings about harry and old swifty bc as much as I, idk, respect what shes done and I have some of her stuff I'm not a huge fan of hers, but man, three years ago harry styles was a 15 yr old kid who worked in a bakery and last night he played to a sold out crowd at MSG and then went and banged Taylor Swift after the show, so, nice turnaround on your life, styles. not too shabby.
God, I don't even know where to START.
so a while back mediaville got AMAZING seats for us for the show last night and I have been SO EXCITED and flipping out about it for WEEKS now bc, 1D! Harry Styles! IN MY FACE!! how much more awesome can you get, right??
so we made plans to meet up ahead of time and get food and some MUCH NEEDED DRINKS, and wound up having like, an eight person fangirl dinner before the show with M and I, canadiankracka, seedyapartment, girlphenom, harriet_vane who got last minute SURPRISE!! tickets and other people who I dont know if they have ljs! Jess and Stephanie and Mer and it was fun and awesome and we made the little (somewhat more age appropriate girls) at the table behind us show us their light up 1D sign and we drank beer and I was warned of two things: Ed Sheeran is amazing live and Harry Styles is a sex demon and I would never be the same again.
I chose not to believe EITHER of these things and went in WHOLLY unprepared because wow. WOW.
so first, we get into MSG, go down to the floor level and M and I are kind of standing there figuring out which way to go when all of a sudden M is kind of quiet and staring blankly and Im like, uhm, are you ok? and she goes I think thats Eleanor so I turned around and yep, right next to us was Eleanor (who os VERY TALL and has REALLY LONG LEGS and is pretty) and Liam's sister Ruth (who is also VERY CUTE and has very shiny hair) and some other dude who kind of looked like Zayn to me? but it obvs wasnt and then later on I saw pics on twitter of Zayn with a few of his friends and Im pretty sure it was one of those guys that I saw. Anyway they were whisked away up to a suite and M tried to swindle our way up there too BUT ALAS, the dude was not having it. which was fine! we got to our awesome seats and Ed was already on and wow.
WOW.
HE IS REALLY GREAT. He's like, amazing. I dont even know what to say except I was TOTALLY blown away and really GET it now and damn. DAMN. Really amazing.
after he was done we went out and got drinks and then went back to our seats and the show was about to start and just, MY GOD. here's a video I took of the full intro and first song from where I was sitting. (sorry about the whole MINUTE of nothing but screaming in the start. I was worried I was going to miss something and started my video too early, lol
Click to viewTHEY ARE LIKE, RIGHT THERE. RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. I can't even EXPLAIN to you how amazing they were and how HOT they all are and just. ok. like them or not it is AMAZING what they've accomplished and the thing is you can genuinely TELL that they all KNOW that. I cant even count the amount of times I saw Niall wipe his eyes. He WEPT through the entire show. Liam had to shout HELLO MADISON SQUARE GARDEN fifty times because he was just so HAPPY to say it and it was just. they were ALL blown away by it all and it was amazing to see.
this next part is hard for me because I do love them all but deep down I've always been a Harry first kind of girl. I love him the best. Im fine to admit it. but knowing that and then actually SEEING him live, in front of me, that close? I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THE LEVEL OF FEELINGS I HAD.
he's fucking BEAUTIFUL. GORGEOUS. HOT. SMOKING HOT. His FACE and HAIR and SHOULDERS and LEGS and SMILE and HANDS and EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM. and he's a total fucking FLIRT. he REPEATEDLY makes eye contact with people in the audience and winks and waves and jesus fucking christ. I am not ok. I AM NOT OK.
I MIGHT NEVER BE OK AGAIN.
here. have some pictures M took. (please if you post them anywhere credit mediaville, thank you)
louis and harry (I'm sorry, CAN YOU SEE HIS SHOULDERS???)
I mean really?
CUTE CUTE zayn and liam
this is for you disarm_d
WHAT EVEN IS HE???
ZAYN YOUR FACE
harry/louis I WILL NEVER BE OK AGAIN
BUT WHY
LOUIS SEX FACE Y/MFY???
loooooouis
he's just so goddamned pretty
horrible
go away
and this is why you will never see me again. because I am dead.
so...HAHAHA. THOSE ARE MEDIAVILLES PICTURES. THAT SHE TOOK. WHILE STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO ME. THEY WERE SO CLOSE AND YOU COULD SEE THEIR FACES AND IT WAS AMAZING. and they all made SUCH EARNEST SPEECHES ("things like this dont happen to a kid from bradford." FUCK OFF, ZAYN) and NIALL at the end I was WEEPING. and, ugh, IDK, I AM MISSING SO MUCH STUFF BUT CANT CONTROL THE FEELINGS. lets just say that two songs into the concert I went online to my job and made someone take my shift for tonight bc I knew I wouldnt be done FEELING things yet and could not properly function today. this day is lucky if my ass sees a pair of real pants, tbh.
some other things I didnt want to forget about!!
harry tried to slide down the ramp thing at one point and totally almost rolled off the side. HARRY. YOU CANT STAND ON TWO FEET WITHOUT FALLING OVER. PLEASE STOP.
when the twitter question came up what animal would they be and what would their mating call sound like harry says, Oh, I'll go, and his mating call was (in a very serious voice) "Hi. I'm the Real Liam Payne."
at one point in the beginning Liam said "Im going to sound like such a geek but I have to say hello to my mum and dad and sisters who are all here" and he WAVED up at their section. LIAM. STOP IT.
ED CAME OUT FOR HARRY'S LAST VERSE OF LITTLE THINGS AND SAT RIGHT NEXT TO HIM AND THEY LEANED THEIR HEADS TOGETHER AND SANG IT TOGETHER AND AFTER HE STOOD UP AND TIGHTLY HUGGED ALL THE BOYS AND I HAVE TO BE REVIVED WITH SMELLING SALTS.
during Nialls long thank you speech some chick tossed her phone on stage and harry caught it and took his picture doing a thumbs up and then tossed it back to her and I set fire to her with my mind.
also, this was weird. I didnt mention it to M bc it was hard to try and hear things and talk but it was strange, during Niall's speech Harry started staring at the opposite side from where he was standing looking at someone in the audience. idk what he was looking at but after a noticeable stare he went and whispered something to Louis and pointed and they both looked, and then he went and whispered something to Liam and HE looked with Harry and then Harry looked over again and did like, the thing where you touch your necklace and did, I dont want to say the sign of the cross bc I didnt catch it all but he touched his necklace and did some kind of hand thing and then like, kissed his fingers? like when you blow a kiss kind of? idk, it was strange. If anyone sees anything online like that please let me know bc I'm curious as to what was going on.
ANYWAY, the show was great and then they all hugged at the end and I had so many feelings I had to drink bleach on the train bc I didnt think I could go on. here's a video I took of the end of WMYB with them hugging and stuff. you can see the hug pretty decent when they come up onto that stage part right in front of where we were.
I have a few more videos too, I just didnt upload them yet. I think I taped Gotta Be You and part of Moments and Kiss you and idk what else. if I get them up I will link them here!
in conclusion: I had had mixed feelings about harry and old swifty bc as much as I, idk, respect what shes done and I have some of her stuff I'm not a huge fan of hers, but man, three years ago harry styles was a 15 yr old kid who worked in a bakery and last night he played to a sold out crowd at MSG and then went and banged Taylor Swift after the show, so, nice turnaround on your life, styles. not too shabby.