I know it's been quite sometime... perhaps far too long since i've updated this. But I've realized i speak mostly of the strife in my life and with every post comes just the support i needed. And now, although i need the support, i realize I already have it from all of you. so many times before and will have forever to come, and i thank you all for ( Read more... )

So i only have 2 days left here in FL BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I really don't want to leave the weather is far too lovely. Until the past couple days at least it's been perfect now it's a lil chilly (60) so i still can't really complain too much ( Read more... )

So at this time tomorrow i should be in Atlanta, GA omw to Jacksonville, FL to be with the man i love. I'm so excited, nervous, and scared that i can't sleep or eat or anything. I feel like i'm 7 again and it's the day before christmas. I know that this vacation will be very good for me especially considering how many people i've heard tell me how ( Read more... )

So this should be brief. I've sort of reached a point where i'm about to buy a numbered ticket dispenser and tell everyone to take a number and i'll on call on them to deliver me their bad news when it's their turn ( Read more... )

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the Helper
Test finished!

you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.

"I must help others"

Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.

How to Get Along with Me

• Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
  
• Share fun times with me.
  
• Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on ( Read more... )

So it would appear i've reached the plateau of my stress level. I had to go to the ER on sunday night and lord knows how much that's going to cost me w/o having insurance only to find out that my body is falling apart most likely due to just way too much stress. Today is everyone's favorite pink holiday of death and i am once again alone. Mathew is ( Read more... )

So Matt had to head back to Florida for hopefully only a week, ran into a little trouble on his last day there trying to drive home from his going away party so now he goes back to take care of that hot mess in court. My biggest fear being that it won't only be a week he'll be gone and something awful will happen or god knows what w/ the way luck ( Read more... )

So i'm feeling much better today. Went down and saw kim, grace, june and christy(didn't expect to see her but YAY) and as expected they took a sledgehammer to my reset button and i know it will all be okay. With or without my Father, with or without Matt, I'll be okay. I definately have lost myself along the way and this has definately shown me ( Read more... )

I feel a rift building between all of my friends on top of the heap of burden that is riding on my back these days. I said some stuff to lisa in the past that i feel she greatly misinterpreted and is perhaps my own fault for not wording it appropriately however it was brought up last night during a time when she was trying to "help me" and instead ( Read more... )