For all those of the faith. SAGE NOW!!!!!!
This has been a public service reminder :)

So i caught myself doing it again, up with the walls and talking to him this morning didn't tear them down appropriately but it's not his job to do so. I'm getting soooooooooooo frustrated and each day is dragging on as if it were a month. I intended to come on here and spew out my whole plan, devising these steps and variables of if this happens ( Read more... )

So yesterday Matti was able to get his internet up and running and the yahoo messenger going. I sent him the pictures of our trip to Cedar Point and he in turn sent some to me. It then came to me, "I have a webcam!". So i set up the cam and started it and mind you he was on the phone w/ me this whole time and only moments after the video feed began ( Read more... )

SOO I've had a few odd dreams these days. The first being one of my friends from work (Raina) assuring me that she could operate on me because she started nursing school, and then she did so and all was better took out the stitches etc. etc. Next was a reversed crazy torture. I had been completely torn apart into different pieces and someone was ( Read more... )

Through much an amazingly insance roller coaster ride this has been i believe a common ground has been established. So it sounds as though Matt and myself have both cleared the bored and set the score back to 0 fuckup points. We've both forgiven each other, both taken the responsibility, and both shared our feelings that we hope shall supercede. I ( Read more... )

So I finally came clean, i finally made my last decision, and i want to be with Matti. In coming to this conclusion i knew what i had to do and i had to tell him the truth of what i had done to him as well. I cheated. It is the most disrespectful thing that someone can do to another human being and i did that to one of the only two men i have ever ( Read more... )

So I bathed in the sun and thought of you. Every fiber of my being ached but not nearly as much as my heart. I longed to be angry, longed to be hurt, but the memories that would do so were far to meaningful to degrade. All I could be was thankful for the feelings of a lifetime to be compacted into the quintessence of an instant. Because for that ( Read more... )

So I recieved a wonderful call at 3:45 am. My ex-boyfriend who moved to florida recently and that i love very dearly called me with a confession. For the two weeks he's been there and since a month prior to his leaving his intent was to "phase me out". He had hoped to please his family and become straight apparently. Something that i totally didn't ( Read more... )

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