loser...

[estrogen916]

i feel like such a loser. i have so much time to update this journal especially since my dad's computer is hella fuckin fast cuz he's a computer guy. tyler called me tonight and i know he was with zach cuz they're in disneyland together..it kills me. cuz i wanna hang out with tyler but being around him just reminds me of zach and if me and zach are

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[xzealousxstarx]

your right , it does always seem as though when u are depressed , and somtimes also when you are EXTREAMLY happy or in love you can find that every song you hear has a way of apllying it self to your situation. i think with your situation about school and such , you should jsut forget about everyone else , its hard but try, and jsut htink of what will make ashley the happiest. like if there was nobody that was going to have an impact on your decision then where would you go , what would you do? and if the people who do have an impact in your decision are really important enough to depict your future , then no matter which path you choose , they will still be there in the end if its meant to be , ya know? if i was in cali and liek u said not in "buckweat county" then i would so get an apartment with you , but unfourtunatly , not the case :/ well lovely i must get going now and deal with stupid boys....... <3 beffe Sex Kitten

[estrogen916]

well you just have so many of those "stupid" boys...i don't know how the hell you keep it up meiko. well...i'll be happy when i'm in better weather and i get to hang around people that i'm super cool with. the people here and me have changed way too much to be hella cool...but such is life. love you