i sense a long entry...

[estrogen916]

I've realized that I have really great friends. Friends that I can actually count and depend on and will back me up 100% no matter what. It's a really good feeling, ya kno? High school was bullshit. You have all these acquaintances that you think are your friends, but once you graduate, you realize they were never your friend. And it's sad because

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[mymediocrity00]

Then there's Jamie who the first paragraph was about :(

[estrogen916]

NO, Jamie. We weren't acquaintances. We were friends but shit happened and now we don't talk. Not that we don't want to talk, its just the way our lives are going right now its impossible to keep a relationship over a million mile distance. If it wasn't for my friendship with you...I would still be some psychotic church freak listening to N'sync and dating some christian ass guy and dedicating my every day to a god that doesn't exist.

[mymediocrity00]

haha do you really think you would still be a jesus freak if it weren't for me??

[estrogen916]

haha prolly cuz i'd be hanging out with becka and lauren and it would have been all bad

[alli_g]

I never realized how good you two were together, cuz your relationship was quiet, you know? Reading this sounds like it was coming from my own brain awhile ago and I know that no matter what kinda crap you nd zach go through, it will work out. Good luck, to the both of you.

[estrogen916]

Yeah. You and Jeff had a pretty open relationship. You guys were Allison and Jeff for 4 years of high school and everyone knew you guys were exclusive. Teachers and all. even when i lived in mississippi i always heard allison and jeff...crazy.

[xzealousxstarx]

i miss you estrogen , i have wanted to call you about the house thing and all ya know , but my phone , is a piece , and i had to get a new one and i have like oh about 6 numbers in it , so please if u will either hook it up with the cell number or just call my cell so i can get it! 480-217-1732 , i was thinking about trying to come to vv in february or march , cuz i work full time so i should have the money and all. i know i used to make you incomfertable when i would talk to zach on the phone , but in ALL honesty ash i hope your not anymore , because number one , i have no feelings at all there anymore ,and 2 i would never try to do anything to mess you guys up. i hope you honestly honestly truely know that, i just want to stay friends with him. but in the end it is you that i want to stay friends with. we have gone through some shit, crazy shit ya know , stupid ass drama. but when i look back thats not what i think of , i think of all the goodtimes we had. and i hope you do to , i mean i can truely say that you and jasmin were my 2

[anonymous]

I love you Ashley!!!

- Jasmin