can't cry cuz its over gotta smile cuz it happened...

[estrogen916]

So...originally I thought this break up thing would be easy...but it really isn't. I think this is probably the first relationship that I was really, genuinely sad to end. And its no one's fault...it was actions and words from both of us. I talked to him yesterday...just to ask about the officialness of it all, and he said it wasn't forever and

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[xzealousxstarx]

alright ash , i have a lot to say to you , im sorry this is on live journal , but it has to come out. I miss you . i miss parakeet and cockatoo alot. but when i saw you in california i felt like such an immature child. I couldnt bear to be around you because i was so blinde with jealousy. And thats the reason i didnt hang out with you as much as i normally would have , because i didnt want to look at you and be mad at you. And as im reading this entry of your yours , all i want to do is be there for you to hug and to hold your hand and give you a shoulder to cry on, i mean i started crying when i read this because it like hit be down hard in my heart to wear of friendship used to be because i know that you are truely hurting right now. i mean it jsut started fading away , the phone calls , the secrets , trust , EVERYTHING. and i know this sounds lame like im only doing this because you and zach are not together anymore , but i can honestly tell you im not. I want you guys to be together , because i saw how happy you were with one