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[estuve]

title: sin querer, queriendo.
characters: cesc fabregas, arsenal fc, fc barcelona. minor slash.
other characters: iker casillas, robin van persie, gerard pique, thierry henry, xabi alonso, david silva, sergio ramos, and more.
rating: pg-13.
disclaimer: i'm lying.
word count: 7,381.
notes: sooo, this was really weird for me to write???? so sorry if

Comments

[mardia]

Oh, this is wrenching, seriously, augh. I'm actually one of those rare cule fans who doesn't want Cesc to leave Arsenal (at least not yet, dammit) because the whole thing is just so messy and...UGH.

But this was fantastic.

[estuve]

omg sorry for the late reply, but thank you so much for reading this! it means a lot. alkdjfaklsj. thank you.

[estuve]

lol okay. thanks for reading.

[totally_loca]

Oh, this is stunning. I think this works so well for the way he seemed in public this last summer. It makes my heart ache, he's only human after all and you've captured that spectacularly.

[estuve]

aldkfjasklofja thank you so much for reading!!

[azaylee]

I... uh... I'm a Gooner so I generally try to avoid all kinds of fics concerning Cescgate, but this was really unusual, and by unusual I now mean beautiful. I absolutely, absolutely loved the way you describe the emotions of want and need that Cesc feels, how he is torn between Arsenal and Barcelona, how hard it is to make a decision. You write so well. He left in the end and I sort of teared up and all, but it wasn't sad, it felt... ugh, my English fails me right now. Let's just say that the whole piece is so well written, and I loved the end, it was balanced, if you know what I mean. I'm sorry if I can't describe myself properly :s

He hears the songs again - let’s talk about Cesc, baby is now replaced with let’s talk about Jack, baby, and it pains Cesc more than he thought it would.

He doesn’t even feel sad about it. He feels like a fan that has just seen his favorite team win the Champions League.

He turns to look at the fans in the stadium. We’re the greatest team the world has ever seen, they sing, and in that moment, maybe

[estuve]

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! i'm so so so so happy you liked this. i love your comment. i'm a gooner too so it was really fucking hard to write, i'll tell you that. but thanks so so much for reading and commenting. means a lot. sorry for the late reply, completely forgot that i hadn't replied to these yet! ah!

[rushstill]

omg crying for real. cesc's thing is so heartbreaking i really hope he doesn't go next season it's too soon still. the last part :( ahhhhh his HEART. "but i shame to wear a heart so white (red)" never been more appropriate idk i just feel like cesc leaving arsenal for barcelona... ugh just heartbreak all around I HATE THEIR BARCA DNA SHIT BTW I JUST HAVE TO PUT THAT OUT THERE :(

[estuve]

omg this is legit one of the cutest comments i've ever gotten ahahsldkfkhafla you're so cute. I AGREE WITH EVERYTHING YOU SAY, GF.