Life for me right now isnt so great. I try so hard to be me, I try so hard to be who i am, but no matter how hard i try...I always seem to fail. Being apart of this world is so segnificantly hard. Its like im making my own, my own life, my own world. A world of hate, a world of pain, anda world of fault. Nothing I do id right. I make bad desitions ( Read more... )

Sometimes i lay in bed at night with blood running down my body, I try to drain my life of pain, but it never stops pouring. Cuts and bruises on my body. scars, remind me of a life of fault. Tears of blood stream from my eyes, but when i look in the mirrior, Nothing is there. No blood, No tears, No me. Nobody there to save me , Nobody there to help ( Read more... )