Help me, I'm comfused. Everywhere I turn a problem is yelling at me

Jul 28, 2002 18:05

I'm confused about my life right now.... Stefan is pissed at me because he found out about me making out with a boy on tuesday, and then the following thursday I made out with Stefan. And now he is calling me a hoe. You can read our convo if you want *¤Summer¤*~ **Then you came around me, the walls just dissappeared, nothing to surround me, keep me from my fears** says:
stefan, call me a mother fucking ho to my face
***Stefan*** says:
come over here
***Stefan*** says:
i didnt call u a ho
***Stefan*** says:
your closes friends did
~*¤Summer¤*~ **Then you came around me, the walls just dissappeared, nothing to surround me, keep me from my fears** says:
bull shit I heard from two people
***Stefan*** says:
why are you yelling at me, your the one who got pissed at me for going on a date
***Stefan*** says:
and u make out with brett
***Stefan*** says:
and he trys to get into your pants
~*¤Summer¤*~ **Then you came around me, the walls just dissappeared, nothing to surround me, keep me from my fears** says:
I did not get pissed that you went on a date. I got pissed over something else. And Brett was a mistake
***Stefan*** says:
well, im glad u traded that mistake for me
***Stefan*** says:
and what were u mad at?
***Stefan*** says:
How could you just come and make out and have me touch you on thursday
***Stefan*** says:
?
***Stefan*** says:
And what would you call making out with a guy in the pool
***Stefan*** says:
and then me
***Stefan*** says:
is that being just friendly?
~*¤Summer¤*~ **Then you came around me, the walls just dissappeared, nothing to surround me, keep me from my fears** says:
Stefan why do you care? We ren't even going out and from what I hear you want me out of your life.
***Stefan*** says:
i cared cuz i loved you
***Stefan*** says:
i kissed you and you kissed me
***Stefan*** says:
i thought it ment something
***Stefan*** says:
i didnt know u were making out with guys
***Stefan*** says:
and i gave you $20 so u could travel and make out with them
~*¤Summer¤*~ **Then you came around me, the walls just dissappeared, nothing to surround me, keep me from my fears** says:
Brett was the only person I made out with. And I didn't evenm get to go to Rio.... And besides I went to my cousins last night and saw Brett was there so I called my cousin up before I pulled into the drive and told Jeremy I wasn't going to his house until Brett left,.
***Stefan*** says:
that isnt the point summer, i wouldnt care if you told me, stefan i am going to see someone
***Stefan*** says:
i wouldnt mind
***Stefan*** says:
I knew that rio was a bad place
***Stefan*** says:
but ohh well its over now
***Stefan*** says:
i was really hurt and sad
***Stefan*** says:
but if not for you best friends
***Stefan*** says:
i would still be sad
***Stefan*** says:
do you know they talk so much shit about you?
***Stefan*** says:
i never believed them
***Stefan*** says:
but now its all coming true
~*¤Summer¤*~ **Then you came around me, the walls just dissappeared, nothing to surround me, keep me from my fears** says:
Are you talking about Chris?
***Stefan*** says:
im not saying it isnt worth it, me and chris will still be firends
***Stefan*** says:
and amber
***Stefan*** says:
and sam
***Stefan*** says:
and jenny
***Stefan*** says:
your loseing them summer
***Stefan*** says:
they talk to me about how they are about to forget you
***Stefan*** says:
all of them
~*¤Summer¤*~ **Then you came around me, the walls just dissappeared, nothing to surround me, keep me from my fears** says:
I'm not losing Amber, or Sam, or Chris
***Stefan*** says:
ok
***Stefan*** says:
thats not what they tell me
***Stefan*** says:
why do your closes friends talk about how you are slutty in rio?
***Stefan*** says:
why do they warn me
***Stefan*** says:
that you are no good?
~*¤Summer¤*~ **Then you came around me, the walls just dissappeared, nothing to surround me, keep me from my fears** says:
Sam didn't even know I did anything in Rio.
***Stefan*** says:
sam never talks about rip
***Stefan*** says:
*rio
***Stefan*** says:
i dont talk to sam much
***Stefan*** says:
but you are losing everyone, one by one
***Stefan*** says:
what happend to you?
***Stefan*** says:
what happened to the girl I loved?
***Stefan*** says:
we will talk later tonight im going to work

So he went on a date last night and I find out he makes out with this girl. Personally I don't care because we aren't going out. Just like he shouldn't care I made out with this boy. And then I hear shit like my friends are leaving me. Riiight I talked to all of them and they said itz bull shit and would never do anything like that... I'm like upset and everything and Ifeel like doing something i've never done before... Cut myself. I'mgoing now. bye And thank you to whoever reads all this and comments, because I need help from you guys...

*summer*
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