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[eternal_ember]

Just goes to show how fucked up fate is..

Once again the guy that i have fallen deeply for has been taken. And I am so obviously out of that league. 
And i have friends like Sexmonkey, Hippo, and MooMoo that tell me that I shouldnt get so down, and that I've got everything they've got and more, but i just can't help but to feel inferior.

And we

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[eternal_ember]

awwesss.. thank you.. I really appreciate your help.

but its really hard for me not to have relationships in that sorta way.... it really is.... i mean after a while i get over it and in the end i've made a great friend.... but its just fusterating after a while... U_U

I dont even want to count how many times i've ended up just befriending past crushes..

i wouldnt know how to carry out that tactic either...

[eternal_ember]

ahh,..... they never actually find out about my feelings....

there was one time when i did come out and tell them, and it resulted in total embarassment infront of a giant crowd of people i hate. I know its normal, but isn't settling for "friends" just another way of being a coward?