Day..

[eternalflame4]

One step forward, two steps back.

One day at a time.

Please, please just let me find a happy place.

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[subienkow]

And with each day, a little more peace. With each day, a little stronger. With each day, a little less pain. With each day, a little less heartache. Not gone altogether, but a little less. I'm not going to say "it will all be ok". I'm not going to say "it will get better, wait and see". I will say "each day is just one more towards feeling more like who you really are, who you used to be. Of course you are going to get that hit in the stomach feeling, some days more than others, but there will be days when you have that inexplicable sense of peace. Days where the sun seems to be shining just right, where the traffic lights are all green just for you, days where you are not on top of the world, but the world is not on top of you

[eternalflame4]

You're right. There are some days that are awesome, and others where I feel like I'm on the edge of something.

But it really, truly is a one day at a time process. Thank you again for all your kind words, they do help. I really appreciate it. :)

I think renting some happy movies is in order, starting with a movie I've wanted to see maybe, "Happy Feet"?

Time does heal all wounds, and I did speak to him last night, hoping for some closure, so maybe something will come of that.

Thank you so much again, my local friend. :)