you know, many seem to think that in high school the stereotypes are completely false, but once you get there, it's scary how true they really are. the "goths" are the goths, and the "preps" are the preps. it's frightening, truely frightening...... i prefer the "freaks". they make me feel loved.

Damn it's cold outside tonight.
How do i say this just right, as i look into your eyes.
i never thought you were the last.
somehow this happened for real.
I never stopped to think myself, but no one was really hurt
just my pride, my egotistic.
My never ending doubt.

All i have so far.

i have nothing better to do than sit here and wonder how he is, who he is. the kids around me are making so much noise, but brandon is silenced, other than his chip bag.i'm supposed ti be reading about christopher columbus, the arrogant spanishman, but instead i hold his address close and tight. would he even want to know me? would he care that i ( Read more... )

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i'm not sure what's going on any more. PuppetMaster hasn't been talking to me very much, and he said that he wasn't planning on calling me at all yesterday when i called him. i think it's getting close to the end for us. i'm scared...

i'm think i'm gonna LOSE IT! *pant* i've seen so much davey havok i'm going to lose my mind. i was listening to AFI and then i get on LJ and i find 10,000 other users that are AFI obsessed. *faint* help me...

*cough!* *cough!* i just coughed on personal pizza and i think there's some stuck in my nose. ow. "awsomely oversexed" on vh1. i think i could get used to this.
lmao i love this song! "we're all mamals so let's do it like they do on the animal chanel." awsomeness!!!!

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i just stopped crying and now my throat hurts a lot, but it's ok. i had a bad day. i really, REALLY wanted to cut, but i didn't ( Read more... )