I can be such an ass sometimes....
God help me on judgement day.
God Bless You All.

Today was different from other days. I was..more open? I know I was louder than normal, lol... I am trying on a new side of myself and I like it. We'll see how it goes, aye?
Also, Prayer is the weapon of the faithful, use it at your heart's desire.
God Bless You All

Well, I am just getting back from the SADD Conference in Alexandria. It was pretty fun, I must say. I enjoyed myself the entire time (minus a small stretch where I tried to dodge God's will). I don't know. Alot happened. I don't feel like typing it all. I plan on going back next year. If you want a recap, ask me at school ( Read more... )

After one of my friends insinuated that I might hold back my goofy nature, I decided I should prove him wrong. Tonight I was being nuts...and I don't know why, heh. Musta been God giving me freedom and happiness. He just kinda lifted me up and let me soar above all of the thoughts, cares, troubles, worries, and problems that bind me to this flesh ( Read more... )

I had a conversation with Trent last night, and, through the course of the conversation, we both had more than just guesses, that the particular person was going to make their big life changing mistake rather soon. That terrifies me... I remember mine. It was horrible, and I had little or no care for my own welfare. I am terrified of what this may ( Read more... )

The topic says it so perfectly...It describes my 10th grade year. I must've walked 10,000 miles side by side with Trent, just talking about the past, present, and future. That was a great year, heh. We went back to that tradition tonight. An excellent thing, too. It helped me get a handle on the current situation of my life and to get my bearings ( Read more... )

I've had a few firsts in the past 2 months. Some of them make me shudder, and some make tears of joy form in my eyes. I won't go into detail on any particular moments in the past right now. The one I want to talk about happened tonight ( Read more... )

I've been having the urge to journal on paper lately...Strange for me...As a result, they are MUCH more personal. I may share them with a few people as God tells me to. Let's just say, I'm shocked with what I write. I basically let the things I hold from myself flow through a pen/pencil and it helps sometimes. As a result, it may not hurt to check ( Read more... )

And my past comes back again. I am so thinking of going to college or whatever I do elsewhere. Starting fresh...It's a very tempting proposition.

I feel like John Kerry.... I "decide" something and then I realize that it's completely wrong. And this cycle repeats itself. It's not a pleasant experience and it's beginning to become vicious... I don't know what to do... I know I should obey God but I don't want to believe that I'm sure of what he wants me to do. I guess I'm just a passenger ( Read more... )