In a way, I think I've picked a bad time in my life to consider being in a relationship. Not that things aren't going well...I have more relaxed connections with different people then I use to, and, now I'm not trying to gloat, whine, or express any other annoyance, but I'm experiencing that I'm having an easier time with people gravitating towards ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been in a euphoric state of masochistic bliss ever since having a new fling in my life, Kim Milburn, and I started to consider that life is somewhat setting itself right amongst the chaos.  I've been trying very hard to not consider this a relationship, because, in my mind and experience, relationships tend to lead to boundaries er, ( Read more... )

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So, a lot of things that I anticapated would happen, didn't.  A lot of the things that I anticapated would have a positive outcome, didn't.  My planning was off, I feel I was mentally incapacitated, my mind was on the shelf for the greater part of the year, and seems to remain there till the year goes out.  Even with LJ, I wasn't really in my head ( Read more... )

I'm still on the road to a place in my mind that I don't want to go.  My mind and sanity continues to slip, drift further from me day to day, but somehow, I'm able to maintain enough to get through work everyday, but there's not much else after that.  Now, I'm not acurate on this, but I'm thinking that's why I've been so distant.  I know, I know, I ( Read more... )

I've been hoping, HOPING to get this passed Saturday off...however, it didn't happen.  I was SYKED for saturday; not because a concert venue called "Masonic Temple" (CBC's former HQ) was allowing the public to try out the new PS3 system (which, okay, so I'm uneducated game-wise, but I didn't really see much difference between the PS3 and PS2),  ( Read more... )

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments
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You date like you are 44 years old.


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I met a new friend...in a coffee shop, of all places, that I've never been to before.  He's a writer, really funny, and who knows, may even be more as I get to know him.  We went for drinks last night...well, drinks in the park, seeing as I didn't really feel like being in the company of too many other people.  Went to the LCBO to pick up a couple ( Read more... )

I took the opportunity to get a bit tipsy yesterday.  After I cashed my cheque, I met up with my friend Tamara (which, since moving in with her, seems to be a regular occurance aside from when I see her in the evening), and, in the spur of the moment, we journied to the local LCBO for a couple of beers and liquor, though, we weren't buying for any ( Read more... )