some ups and downs but overall not a single regret. SMILE. Things are going well considering the constant changes going on around us. Military life is just one unexpected thing after another. I just wonder know where we will be living come Jan 2006 ( Read more... )

Almost ruined my locs yesterday trying to moisturize them with a homemade recipe found online consisting of banana, egg, and olive oil. My hair was feeling soft once I was finished but I had to spend five hours picking out banana pulp from my locs. I was so worried about having to cut them off and start the locking process over again that I ( Read more... )

I am way past the point of growing tired of the little "not cute" jokes about affairs with other women, or needing variety, or being a playa or pimp still. Get the FUCK over it please. Deep down I know that he is just bullshitting and perhaps coping with being newly married, but if you cannot see how all the joys of being married out weigh the ( Read more... )

Last week was amazing and I hope that all of our days together can come as close if not turn out even better. Sometimes you just have to let go and give in to the freedom of only following your heart and emotions. I surprised the hubby yesterday with a subdued setting with jazz in the background and instructed him to strip down so I could give ( Read more... )

Married life was rocky for the first few weeks but this past week have been sheer bliss and very sweet and enjoyable. It just takes effort of both side (like I have been saying ever since we got together)LOL I love lying next to my husband at night and waking up to him in the morning. Surprising him with little gifts or love notes. Watching him ( Read more... )

Talk about something being bittersweet. J and I got married yesterday and it was not at all what i expected. For a few short seconds I felt tense but still fully sure of my faith in him and our relationship. I smiled so big and bright while looking into his eyes and when saying my vows to him. He on the other hand, being the emotionally blank ( Read more... )

though not paradise, I never expected it to be such. My expectations have been met in regards to the ups and mediocre downs of blending your life, habits, and routine with the person you have choesn to spend the rest of your life wife. Compromise must certainly be the key to all working partnerships in any form. With almost a month of leave ( Read more... )

Finally joining my fiance in Texas. He returned home from Iraq on Friday. I have been walking on air ever since!!

Bye New Jersey, Hello TEXAS!

and I am so excited and anxious about making this new start with my fiance. There is so much to do and to share. Endless things to discuss and so many hugs and kisses to make up for the 14 months we have been apart ( Read more... )

Last night I got to chat with my guy for about an hour using Yahoo IM. That was the first time we've ever used that option but it was the closet thing to an actual phone conversation. Only three full weeks to go before he is here in my arms once again. I am so siked about it ( Read more... )