The thrill of the chase, thats all.

Porque yo me desencanto tan rapidamente.

It's a pitty that its not just to him i must appeal,
but to the ways of life.

oh dear,
i've become so perfectly predicatable.

This is ridiculous.
And it stops here. It needs to stop here.
infatuation is disgusting, especially if theres nothing to merit it.
No Possibility. None.
And i need to grow up.
and learn to control my emotions.
If he knew how i felt, i'd be screwed.

My maturity, fine, my sense of being jaded, call it what you will...
the way that i am...often binds me..
its something i have to live with, but struggle with everyday.

I suppose one could say, that for now what is most required, and ultimately needed, would be patience. Patience and faith in the things to come ( Read more... )

oh my, i believe it's just hit me.

these days, i find myself having difficulty thinking even to myself.
oh god, i hope i never do anything like that again, i hope i dont ever do anything i'll regret.
when shit like this goes down, i find it hard to live with myself.

What a mess.

conchale, vale..
que se supone que haga...no se q hacer..
diosito ariva....guiame..