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[eternalpenance]

I'm not sure what caused it today, but for some reason I've been extremely introspective, examining my life. Who I am, what's meaningful in my life and what's not. Part of it I think is coming from reading all of my friend's answers to the little quiz list I put up the other day, makes me think of being in a room with a bunch of mirrors, all of

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[abradons_kiss]

~blows kisses and hugs you tight~ Jesse were all human we make mistakes, so please whatever you thought you needed to punish yourself for stop. If there is one thing I have learned and I have an old soul I believe and this life I been through so much, I mean look at the mistakes I have made, I keep trying to screw up a good marriage and always hurting my bestfriend and I don't even know why I must of been dropped on my head LOL..Yet I think mostly I have learned I am not perfect I tried to be for so long but I think I have grown because of the mistakes I have made. You are young and have always helped others and like I said wish I could just give you whoever that person is and start you on your happily ever after. Perhaps you need to decide what you want, and just enjoy life when your not looking thats when she will find you..

Anyways I love you babes and I want everything to work out for you always have..

[cybress]

*snugs you up good

[cbatusic]

I think it would be a fair assumption on my part to say as I read Missy and Cy's comments to your baring yourself (and as I type my own response) that every single one of us understands about growing, changing and becoming. It isn't a bad thing, it's all part of the process and you know as well as I do that the only constant IS change.

We have all hurt others, whether intentionally or not and the best we can hope for is their understanding, if not now then at some point down the road. Sometimes just a simple 'you know, I was an ass' is all it takes. People just want their pain recognized at times. I know that's how it is for me. My way was to turn viciously on people for seemingly no reason.

Or to get too involved and was always disappointed.

The past bit of time for you has opened your eyes in ways most of us can only attempt to imagine. You're a good person, Jesse... a good man and don't forget it.

[cardigan_anjel]

~chuckles quietly~ I don't think i really need to say anything Jesse, as I'm fairly sure you already know wot I would say ~gives you a brotherly jab in the arm wanders off~