things change and people change but sometimes i believe that some feelings are too strong to change.they say people grow apart but if they were in love and meant to be in love than how could you ever look at that person and not do everything in your power to make their life perfect? it amazes me how hard people try to put the blame for their ( Read more... )

if the world has taught me anyhitng it's this:what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. no matter how bad it hurts. i love him i love him more than life it's self. and i'm willing to let him go if it's what he really wants. but i don't want him to leave in any way shape or form. but some how i find comfort in the fact that what we've been through ( Read more... )

Today is our 11 month anniversary. 42 weeks, 304 days. Well, it'a a really long time. My heart is filled with an emotion only concieved in movies, plays & books. My soul is thriving off the energy my heart has created. I am whole. Once again. My life has been everything I love & hate. I have problems, faults, blemishes, but none of the above ( Read more... )

Nothing much has changed, I'm still me & you're still you ( Read more... )

My life is spinning before my eyes. It's a blur of colors, & sounds. Inertia has been thrusting my life in a circle so long. I feel if I stop, I may fall. Fall from what? I'm not sure. There is so much in my life that hold me in play. If it weren't for these people, I'd probably just fly off to nothingness ( Read more... )

I think a lot about past events. Things that happened that I can’t change. Although I know that no matter how long ago or no matter how much I think about it, or wish it didn’t happen…it did. I can’t change that. All I can do is try to prevent it. I haven’t told a lot of people & those I’ve told, they’ll never know how much it helps. Sometimes I ( Read more... )

Dreams. What are dreams? Dreams have an impact on our lives. As children they scare us. They can torement a broken heart. I have dreams almost every night. I feel like a small child that runs to their mother after having a bad dream. Except when I wake up, the dream doesn't stop.

Nathan is my everything He doesn't even realize how much he helps me ( Read more... )

Time. Time plays tricks on all of us. Age-ing our minds, hearts, & bodies. People grow weary. And time can takes its toll. But through it all we strive foward, looking for something better than we had the day before. Talk is cheap, & everyone does it. I've learned my lesson. I have news for all of you who talk about me like I don't hear about it. ( Read more... )

Word of the day:
Love-a quality or feeling of strong or constant feeling of affection for/and dedication to another/sexual desire ( Read more... )

Acceptance-The act of being accepted; favorable reception approval.
Acceptable-Capable or worthy of being accepted.
Accept-To receive with consent or approval ( Read more... )