You Know..

[eternus_nox]

Do you ever look up and realize you want more from life? Have you ever seen a friend or adult in your life, somehow so happy, happy beyond any sort of joy you've known? Isn't it...normal to wonder why they're so much...not happier...but it has a different quality? And how...?

Today is like that for me. I have no idea why, but I'm suddenly seeking

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[unicorn_nemisis]

Hey! Mattie's convinced me to come to Happening, I'm sure she wouldn't be opposed to more people being interested.

I know the feeling, but I definately respond differently. I always find that when I crave religious gathering, I want a community. Somewhere to fit in with likeminded folks.

Whenever my skin starts to crawl and I'm shrinking inside of it and I'm world weary and exhausted and feel like some sort of demon I find solace in my atheism. It's like there's only me. My choices, and my life. Then I get all motivated to change the world and find myself slamming my head into a brick wall.

But anyway...you should start looking around. Go to churches. Stick to stuff! I'm sure there's something out there for you. College will probably have even more options.

Mattie did always seem one of those truly content people. Who knows how! I wish I did.

Good luck and apologizes for rambling:)