I have tried so hard and been more than understanding towards my family and how difficult it can be for them to accept my transition. And I realise that there can be a grieving process. But that does not mean that they can just treat me like dirt, and have no respect what so ever for my feelings. I just wish that they all would see what a ( Read more... )

Well, let's see what's on my mind tonight. I have my pych appointment tomorrow at 12pm with Dr. Fisher. I am so nervous. She holds the power of my hysto and my chest surgery in her hands. But at the same time I am nervous to get rid of these parts....they have been a part (not a very good part..) for 23 years. Although, overall probably like ( Read more... )

Well the other day I wrote my Mom an email to let her know that if she can't respect my decision on transitioning or my name or pronouns then I do not want or can't have her in my life. I think that after a year of nothing but hurtful emails and not wishing to call my Ethan or he/his/him I have a right. It is not my fault that she is not ( Read more... )

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