have i ever told you ( Read more... )

if you're so fucking "broken"
then WHY is it like this?

it doesn't have to be this way.

i hate this.
i don't know how to deal with it
or what to do next.
it is the most awful situation.
i am so torn.

and i am just so bad at this.
i wish i knew what i was doing.
i wish i could make it better.
i wish i could find a way to convince you.
but i can't.
and i feel so helpless
and hurt.
and broken.i can't find a way to get over you ( Read more... )

in muddy grass we stand side by side
black dresses flood the cemetery in this cliche tragedy
just do as your instructed and
take this razor and cut you palms,
i'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow.
now drip your ruby red over the casket.
a funeral for my once loved youth.my secret is fatally gorgeous ( Read more... )

i suppose this is a little late, seeing as though thanksgiving was last week, but i want to put this in here because i really do think it is important. and if you feel like you've been left out, deal with it. This obviously isn't everyone and everything that i am thankful for. there are the obvious ones like friends and family that i are just a ( Read more... )

i feel like shit right now
i could tell i was getting sick last after the party
but when i woke up this morning it was horrible.
it felt like my throat was swelled shut.
lovely, isn't it?

so last night was really fun.
caleb and i went to sarah and kathryn's party.
it was a wicked good time.
i LOVE surprise parties for people,
it gets me so ( Read more... )

so my thanksgiving was really good ( Read more... )

happy thanksgiving ( Read more... )

chicago
happy
NOT scarfy
NOT obsessed
NOT girly
friday
mountain lion

thanks mom.
hott shoes.
incredible dress.
i'm so excited.