sleep at last?

[ether_ryath]

well it all comes down to this doesnt it? a person whom you love so much an don't want to let go hurts u. is this not a truth in the universe? those whom you cherish the most and love so much, is always the person who can hurt you the most. after last night coming home from the fabulous party the previous journal entry happened. this morning we

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my journal entry

[obsidianlashes]

i do not wish to justify what happened last night. however, everything else that i told u abotu him and i was in confidence because i prefer to tell u everyhitng thats going on. you do not know the situations in which every word was said and how it came about. i can judge people pretty damn well. i know a scheming son of a bitch when i see one. as much as you may hate him, he is not that person. this whole wanting to beat the shit outta him thing really bothers me. i mean its natural to want to and to thinka botu it, ive doen that b4, but u sound like ud actually do it. that makes me very very scared-of you and of what you hide form me. it means that you, the guy im dating, might not really be yourself aorund me. the jon i know could be nothing close to who you really are and that scares me. i choose to be friends with him because i do know him and hes cool. yes, we both fucked up yesterday. WE both fucked up yesterday and you only contradict yourself by saying you wanna be with me and you wanna beat the shit outta him.