Hey, if she left you shes not worth it. I understand now that she seems like your world but im not gunna lie to you, you have an overly obsessive complusive personality. You'll get over her eventaully. I promise.
what you need to do right now is talk to a friend who knows you really weel. make sure they keep a close eye on you. Because you need to be eatting. You need to be taking care of yourself. Find something to amuse your brain other than thinking of her!

(P.s. how do you do voiceposts??)