Last night I found myself struggling in ruminations in what could be my financial future. I continue to dwell on the fact that my father has repeatedly chosen various things over me - i.e. women, cars, houses, planes, even pets...At times I get very angry at the fact that I appear to be last on his list, or rather my wedding day has become his ( Read more... )

It's coming down to the wire ( Read more... )

Check out my new pic! Marisa took it...long, long ago. I don't even remember when...

There is some stuff I seriously need to post...I don't really feel like it right now but I think I will anyway ( Read more... )

Ok, it appears that I was flipping out about nothing at all. Basically, I had thought I had a miscarriage, which would be quite impossible, but maybe like .0001 percent possible. The Dr. pretty much told me he had no idea what happened to me, but it wasn't that or I would have tested positive on the pregnancy test. So yeayyy, no miscarriage for ( Read more... )

Humph. I don't know what I feel right now. Weird. Detached.
Hill says I need to go to the Dr. Damned desk lady won't call me back.
I need to know if what happened to me Sunday night really was what everyone thinks it was...what I guess I think it was. I think I am in denial.
I'm being dramatic.

Chris and I got wedding bands this weekend. Mine is SO pretty. We got it on sale, but it was originally like $1100. It's a wrap, so it fits around both side of my engagement ring, and then it has a band that looks separate but isn't. I got mine at Helsburg ( Read more... )

Well, my dog is officially gone. I was balistic about the whole thing. We put her to sleep Wednesday around 4. I don't much feel like writing about it right now, but NIcole didn't take it very well. We went to dinner afterwards, which I thought was really strange and disrespectful - especially because my family was acting like everything was ok ( Read more... )

SO, Mom called me early this morning to tell me about Star. They think she's had two heart attacks in the past week. Here's the story. Star was walking inside from outside and just fell over, passed out. Her heart was barely beating and when Browder went to pick her up, she started screaming and kinda woke up. Then she peed on him. Nicole was ( Read more... )

Dammit the florist lady that was supposed to work on my wedding won't call me back. If anyone knows of any decently priced florists in my area...let me know! I am trying to work it out so that I can buy the flowers myself from Sams and then have someone do the arrangements. This is so dumb ( Read more... )