jessica has fallen head-first from her happy high

[etrnaloptimist4]

Why is it that nothing can go right in my life? Do I not deserve happiness? Today, and this has been just today, I found out my worst fears. Shall I list them? Sorry not trying to weigh down on you guys, this is more for venting purposes than anything

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[beyourself2day]

Oh, Jessica. How come whenever it rains, it pours? I am just so sorry. I'm not no way trying to validate any pain I have with what you are going through right now, I just wanted to point out that you have me. Our lives are connected, I swear. One of us is happy while the other isn't, one of us in crying when the other isn't... It's weird, you know. I like to think that God made us become friends because He knew that we could help us complete each other when we needed it most. He never makes us weak at the same time, have you noticed that? I believe in my heart that everything happens for a reason, and I know you would want to punch me in the face for saying that, but it is true. I wish I was there. Oh, how I wish I was. But when you are alone in the dark and the tears creep down your cheeks, let them. When they dry, know it's me drying them. I would. I love you Jessica, and life is hard. We are sometimes in the shithole waiting to get flushed. I am going off a tangent from what I meant to say. I meant to say is "I'll

[amusedbookworm]

I am probably the last person at this point that should say something but I just thought you should know that while I am not the person you would first turn to, I am here. There are shoulders to cry on. No one should go through things so heavy. I hope you find some happiness and also I want you to know that I hope you and Mike work through everything and get together again... You were good for each other...

[brooklynpirates]

i'm so sorry to hear about your friend. i'm sorry to hear it all. things will get better. when God closes a door, he opens a window. He never gives us more than we he knows we can handle. hang in there and you know i'm here.