It was great to see you the other day at the carnival. My enchiladas were delicious.
and after getting my nippled hauled off by the boy who likes to play his drums im left with a purple-black limb. my foot is black, and very near death. amputation will be necessacary. i missed the knee. got the shin. oh, the shin. and crunch. oh, the crunch.
im a limbo-riding-ill-decided-later-lets-get-drunk-it-doesnt-matter-now because-im-drunk type of gal.
when people are riding me pushing me, pressing me, it makes all the things i love just seem stale. its becomes an obligation. and obligations are never fun.
What do we leave behind when we cross each frontier? Each moment seems split in two; melancholy for what was left behind and the excitement of entering a new land.
If I'm lonely it's with the rowboat ice-fast on the shore in the last red light of the year that knows what it is, that knows it's neither ice nor mud nor winter light but wood, with a gift for burning