Love me Like I Love you 19
Title: Love me like I Love you 19
Pairing: Taecyeon/Wooyoung, Junsu/Junho
Rating: M
TaecWoo: Because of dance everything leads to disguising himself as a girl and loosing all his first. Life goes from normal to strange as Wooyoung gains a lover.
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2 years later
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I just finished my last year of private school and military duties.
2 years have passed in which Soyoung and I moved to Seoul and started a complete new life.
I was accepted into doing my military services while finishing school my senior year.
They only accepted me because I was at least 18 and willing, but they needed people more than ever at the time.
After those duties were done, a few months passed and I managed to work hard and open a new dance studio not too far away from where I lived.
In those 2 years, Soyoung also got married and from time to time she and her husband helped me out.
Also in those 2 years, only a few people still remembered the scandal and I tried my best to deny I was the guy caught up in the gay scandal.
Also because of that, I haven't been able to like anyone since.
"Wooyoung hyung! I'm here!"
I snapped from my thoughts as one of the kids who usually comes to dance came running in the room fast.
I laughed as he hugged me.
This particular kid Taehun seemed to be really fond and excited to dance everyday.
He came in his school uniform everyday, never once going home to at least change.
"Okay go change. We have to wait for everyone else." I said laughing.
He laughed and ran off to the small locker room I kept in the studio.
I continued chuckling as I turned back around and continuing cleaning up my desk space.
It always ends up being clustered with papers no matter what I tried to do.
Pushing things in the trash and filing some others, my phone rang and I ended up picking it up before the last ring.
"Hello?"
"Taehun came?"
As usual, it was Taehuns mom always calling to see if her son made it to my studio.
His mom works a lot so she never brings him and always comes late to pick him up but I never mind to look after the kid.
"Yeah. He's here. Changing right now." I said as I turned around to see a smiling Taehun walking up to me.
"Is that mom?" he asked.
I shook my head yes.
"I'm still changing." he said.
I shook my head no and frowned.
"She's your mom." I said as I handed my phone to the little boy.
He took it and frowned.
The kid always talks about his dislike for his mom and I always tell him that she's his mother and if it wasn't for her he wouldn't even be on earth.
I watched him walk away, my phone clutched on his ear as more kids started walking into the room.
I made sure to greet them all and ended up pushing my messy desk to the side to start the day.
The first thing I did was turn on the music though.
Once everyone was done changing and Taehun finished talking to his mom, I started the class.
Another successful day passed by just like that and no random and unecessary thoughts from my past came back haunting me.
At the end I felt a big smile on my face and watched as the kids mother came and picked them up.
The class only lasted an hour but some kids stayed two hours before their parents came and picked them up.
It really didn't bother me because I really loved teaching them.
As the last kid left, I glanced towards Taehun who was still practicing.
I smiled and walked up to him as I ruffled his hair.
"She'll be here soon. Just go change first. You can use the showers if you want to." I said.
He stopped dancing and without even looking at me he hurried to the changing rooms.
Getting enough money to build the dance studio was difficult but with the help of Soyoung I managed to get even a changing room with showers.
I smiled lightly as I began cleaning up.
"These floors really are dirty." I said to myself as I rubbed a towel on a stain on the floor and it came back looking like mud.
I sighed and went for the bigger towel.
Carefully spilling some water and cleaning liquid on the floor, I got on my knees and started wiping.
It was only when Taehuns mom came and interrupted me did I even finish.
Sweating terribly and out of breath, I got up and greeted her.
"Thank you for watching him for me." she said smiling.
I smiled back and nodded.
"Your welcome." I said.
Taehun gave me a hug and hurriedly left running out of the room.
"See you tomorrow." Taehuns mom said.
I nodded and watched as she bowed and turned around to leave.
I waited until she was gone as I sighed loudly and fell on the newly cleaned floor.
"I wonder where his dad is." I said out loud.
It's a question I've always asked myself since I met Taehun and his mom.
Laying there for a few more minutes, I decided to get up and put the cleaning supplies away.
After that I decided to finish cleaning my table and sorting all papers into the correct order.
Cleaning took a lot of energy but I had to do it both in the studio and at my home.
Before I left the studio, I took a shower just so I wouldn't have to take one when I arrived home.
I stepped out of the building and shivered as cold air hit me.
"Wow it's cold." I said to myself as I grabbed my bike.
The cycle to my house was very short and I was kind of glad to park and secure my bike before running like wild into my apartment.
Silence hit me as I fell on my couch shivering.
I stared at the empty place where a t.v should be but isn't.
Ever since those days I decided to never watch t.v ever again.
I couldn't bear to see anything anymore.
I continued laying there quietly and I almost fell asleep when my phone started ringing and I lazily got up.
"Hello?"
"Wooyoung."
I smiled and Junsu hyungs voice.
He started talking to me again a few months after I started attending private school.
He apologized and I apologized to both him and Junho.
Since then, we agreed to never lie nor hide anything from each other again.
He and Junho also seemed to have worked things out after my constant apologizing.
"Wooyoung please listen to me."
"Huh?" I said a bit confused. "Hyung is there something-"
A buzz interrupted me.
My head quickly turned to the door.
"I wonder who that is. I don't usually get any visitors." I said to myself, failing to realize that I was still on the phone.
"Wooyoung-"
"Wait, there's someone at the door." I said to Junsu hyung as I walked to my buzzer.
I clicked a button and watched as a video of my front door popped up.
"Wooyoung listen to hyung please." Junsu hyung said in my ear.
"Hmm that's weird there's no one there." I said as I turned off the video.
"Actually there is no one there hyung. Why didn't you come over the studio with Junho today? The kids really wanted to see you. I haven't seen you two in a wh-"
A knock, louder this time interrupted me.
"Hold on hyung." I said completely not hearing anything Junsu hyung was trying to tell me as I lowered my phone from my ear.
"I'm coming!" I yelled out loud.
Clenching the phone, I made my way to my door, totally forgetting to look at the front door camera again.
The knocks continued louder and louder as I became irritated.
"I'm coming! I'm coming! Hold on." I yelled not thinking.
I could still hear Junsu's voice coming from the phone loudly but ignored it as I threw open the door.
I began to speak, angrily lashing out at the tall boy who stood there, probably looking irritated. "I said I'm-"
My words were quickly cut off though, suddenly, by something warm that covered my lips. I felt palms clasp both my cheeks and my body being slightly tilted backwards.
I felt a soft but hard body rub against me as Ok Taecyeon stooped down to meet me.
I saw with wide eyes, brown irises closing tightly shut.
But this barely registered in my mind, for what I felt the most was the caress of lips against my own, the slick glide of a tongue against my teeth, pushing its way into his mouth.
A shooting heat filled my body as Taecyeon fiercely kissed me and I quickly opened my eyes wide as the thought of who was kissing me registered in my head.
Taecyeon pulled away after what seemed like an eternity. He stood to his full height and looked down at me.
I lifted my head and looked into brown eyes, my mouth still slightly open and my heart starting to increase in beats.
This is when everything came rushing back. All the hidden memories from 2 years ago came rushing back quickly as I stared into brown eyes.
Taecyeon paused eyes widening only a little before he seemed to realize what just happened. He stepped back, muttering "Woo, I-" as he was suddenly cut off by a door to his face.
I stood there, frozen and shocked behind the door.
Something told me to open the door and yell at him but I couldn't move.
Thought after thought and question after question raced through my mind as my phone still tightly in my hand rang with shouts from Junsu hyung.
It fell from my hands, clattering to the floor, as I brought both hands up to my lips, running my fingertips over the skin there.
I shivered and felt a pang of hurt in my heart as confusion swam through my mind.
"Why is he back?" I whispered to himself "Why is Taecyeon here?"
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Suddenly I remembered exactly who was on the phone and what exactly he was trying to tell me.
Quickly, I fell to the floor picking up my phone. The shouts from Junsu were still loud and clear.
"Why! Why is he back! What the hell does he want. Who...Who told him where I live?" I fell on my knees, tears I've been holding in for two years starting to pour from my eyes.
I couldn't take it. 'Not again' I instantly thought 'No more.'
"Woo please..."
"No. No! I'm trying to forget! I'm trying to forget and he comes barging to my apartment. He kissed me! I hate him Junsu hyung. I...I....I don't know...Who told him where I live? Why is he...why is he here?" I broke down, my whole body fell completely to the floor as tears poured down my cheeks.
My eyes started feeling heavy and I couldn't stop shaking.
"Woo....Woo please don't cry. Stay there I'm coming...hyung is coming, just please don't cry."
I didn't even register the tone of the other line as it cut off. Painful memories of the past came rushing through my head and that's all I could focus on.
I laid there sobbing until Junsu came. After that I don't remember what happened but I fell asleep. When I woke up I was met with my ceiling.
"Your awake."
I turned my head to the side and saw Junsu sitting on the opposite couch, head phones plugged in and bopping his head to some music.
I wondered why he was at my apartment when thoughts of what happened came rushing back.
Taecyeon.
Pain.
I quickly got up feeling the burn from my eyes and the dried tears on my cheeks.
"Were...were you the one that told him where I lived?" I asked. I couldn't recognize my voice, it was soar from all the crying.
This type of thing only happened two years ago.
I clenched my fists tightly as I looked down on the floor waiting for an answer.
I didn't want to ever cry again after what happened two years ago. I never wanted to but yet again the same person that made me cry over and over those two years ago was the same person that unexpectedly came back and made me cry again for the first time since two years.
"I...It's not that I told him I mean I didn't he...I guess he searched you up" Junsu said.
"How...How did he know. For all he should know is that I still live in Busan! How did he-!" I screamed but quickly calmed myself down.
"Woo I met him because of my producing. I met his company and met him. We...he came back and we met for some drinks and you weren't there...he asked and I guess the topic of you came up and...it slipped up I'm so sorry I know how much you've gone through I'm-"
"If you know why are you even talking to him! Hyung you know what happened....you know, so why.." I could feel tears gathering up in my eyes again but I clenched my eyes tight and pushed them away.
"Dammit!" I screamed getting up as I headed towards the bathroom and slammed the door behind me.
Junsu must of followed.
"Woo.." I heard his soft voice from the other side of the door.
I ignored him and washed my face once, twice.
"I can't anymore hyung....I don't-I can't...he kissed me. He fucking kissed me that bastard! What right does he have! Who the hell does he think he is to me anymore." I yelled.
"Youngie...I'm so sorry, but you remember you were the one that said we could still talk to him. We know what happened and all feel very sorry but you said for us not to hate him." Junsu hyung said.
I sighed and tightened my burning eyes once again.
"I know. Just...I know." I calmly said.
Yes, I told everyone to still talk to Taecyeon if they ever saw him again.
Even though I was hurt and never wanted to see his face again, it really was not Taecyeons fault that any of what happened happened.
He couldn't be there to save me or protect me and he must of really went through some bad things himself but I still could not forgive him and act like everything was okay.
More like I didn't want to feel the guilt from my part.
The last words I said to him.
"Hyung.....I can't accept him again....I can't." I said.
There was a long silence.
"He loves you." Junsu said.
I hit the door hard and fell to the floor.
"I can't..." I whispered.
Memories suddenly came flashing back quick and heavy once again.
I held my head tight and clenched into a ball.
"I'm sorry to say this to you. But I just want you to know because I feel that you didn't give him a chance to say it to you."
"No." I said in reply to Junsu's words.
"You don't have to take him back. I'll be happy if you don't because of what happened. But I have to tell you what he told me. People don't usually say those words a lot." he continued talking.
I sat on my bathroom floor silently nodding my head at whatever, listening to Junsu hyung.
Finally when he stopped saying those hurtful words, I sighed and lifted my head to stare at the door.
"Is he back in 2PM?" I asked.
There was a very long silence and I got my answer from that even before Junsu hyung answered.
I stood up and opened the door.
"It will be the same as before." I said smiling. "I can't make the same mistakes as I did before. I can't ruin his career and I can't ruin my life anymore."
Junsu hyung just stared at me.
I tried to walk past him when he stopped me by grabbing my shoulder.
"You love him back." he simply said.
"Why? So you can go tell him?" I asked.
He didn't reply.
I lowered my head.
"I can't do this again. There's some things that happened that I can't tell you or anyone." I said.
"Your keeping lies again?" Junsu said a bit annoyed as he turned me to face him.
I lifted my head and looked at him, straight into his eyes.
"There are things that happen when you go into the military and people still think your gay." I said.
A very long silence passed as I left him to think about it.
"Woo.." he said.
"I can't tell you what happened but I can't let it happen again." I said as I sat down.
"Woo.." Junsu hyung said again.
"He needs to love someone else now hyung. All the love is gone from me." I lied.
It's not that I don't still have feeling for Taecyeon, it's that I just don't want to get hurt anymore.
A pretty selfish thought but keeping him away from me will also help him.
"What happened?" Junsu hyung asked.
I shook my head and fell back down on my couch.
"The same thing those boys did to me at the school." I answered not exactly telling him what.
To say I haven't been through anything would be a complete lie.
I laid there for a long time in which during that time, Junsu hyung ordered me some food and left.
I laid there until I fell asleep.
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I woke up the next day bright and early and rushed to my studio.
I didn't eat nor did I call anyone.
This time, I really didn't want Junsu hyung or Junho to come over.
I cleaned up everything I didn't clean the day before and finished as I sat and stared at the wall.
My stomach growled for some food and I ignored it.
I didn't know how long I sat for but a tap on my shoulder made me turn around smiling wide at the thought of Taehun.
"Hey kid how are-"
I paused.
Once again I was met with a tall guy whom I hadn't seen for a long time until the other day.
We just started at each other.
He didn't try anything this time and I couldn't do anything at all but just stare at him as memories flowed through my mind.
He spoke first.
"I missed you." he said.
Frowning I continued to just stare at him.
It was like he was a ghost or something.
I finally snapped out of it when Taehun did actually come running into the studio.
"Hyunggg I'm here." he yelled.
Quickly I turned past Taecyeon, ignoring him to go pull Taehun into a hug for some reason I myself didn't know.
"Hyung..." Taehun said quickly wrapping his arms around me.
I squeezed him for a few more moments before letting go.
Taehun stared at me for a little while before he noticed Taecyeon.
"Who's he?"
The child's voice ran around the room and I sighed and ran a hand through my hair.
"No one. Hurry and go change." I said smiling as I pushed him towards the dressing room.
He hesitated but eventually left.
The silence filled the room again as I decided to finally turn around and face what was waiting for me.
"You shouldn't have come back." I said.
Another long silence passed as I walked passed him to sit down.
He caught my arm and turned me around to face him.
I looked away.
"I come back for you and you say more words to hurt me."
I guess those words made me mad because the next thing that happened was me quickly pulling my arm away.
I was about to say some curse words to him when he pulled me into yet another kiss.
I struggled, punched, and kicked but he didn't stop until Taehuns voice ran through my ears and he let me go.
"Wooyoung hyung! Are you okay? What are you doing to hyung you pervert freak! He's not gay! Don't touch my hyung!"
I covered my mouth and watched as Taehun hit Taecyeon over and over again.
My heart beat so fast I thought I would pass out.
Finally, before Taehun got in trouble, I took the little boys hand and told him to stop.
He did stop hitting Taecyeon but he still asked if I was okay.
I nodded at him and as soon as I was about to say something, the rest of the kids came running inside, some with their parents and some not.
I quickly wiped my face of any evidence of what happened and quickly while ignoring both Taecyeon and Taehun, I smiled wide and yelled for everyone to go change.
Once they came back I started class and throughout the whole class I continued ignoring that guy.
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The day seemed to go faster than it ever did as the time to leave quickly came and parents came walking in to pick up their kids.
Kid by kid left until I was alone once again with Taehun and Taecyeon.
Taecyeon ended up staying the whole time.
I didn't know exactly what he wanted from me.
I waited in silence, talking a few times to Taehun, mostly to calm him down about what he saw.
I lied to him but made him believe me.
It didn't take much time for his mom to arrive and I was glad that she didn't notice who Taecyeon was.
I chatted with her silently and then watched as they left.
It became too quiet.
I sighed and finally turned around.
"What is it?" I asked staring at Taecyen, who was leaning on the wall and staring at me.
"Your saying you didn't miss me at all?" he sort of said and asked at the same time.
It made my heart hurt. Those words.
I clenched my fists and sighed as I lowered my head and kneeled on the floor.
"Why are you trying to do this to me again?" I whispered.
"You didn't miss me at all?" he asked again.
"I...don't know." I replied.
"I missed you." he said. "I missed you a lot."
"Please stop." I said.
Before I could lift my head his shoes came into my view.
I stared at them for a long time.
"Chansung said you didn't let him tell you what I asked for him to tell you." Taecyeon spoke and I closed my eyes tightly.
"Woo...you don't love me anymore?"
That was the last straw.
I stood up angrily and glared at him.
"And what exactly do you want me to say?" I almost yelled. "You come back after two years and you want me to just welcome you back into my arms. Your an idol! I'm not! Your a boy and I'm a boy! This is exactly what I was trying to tell you. Your career was ruined and I was...I was...." I paused, shaking my head as I clawed at my hair and face.
He touched my arm and I pulled away.
"This time I mean it. You need to find yourself a girl or forget about me." I said as I walked passed him and grabbed my stuff.
Ignoring him, I squished everything inside and walked to the door.
"You need to leave so I can close up." I said.
I was replied with silence.
"I said you need to lea-"
"Can I come to your place?" he asked.
"No." I replied.
"Wooyoung I still love you and I missed you so much." he said.
I didn't say anything.
"I can't forget about you."
"And I can't like you again." I said.
A long silence passed.
I watched as he slowly walked up to me.
"Then I'll make you love me again." he said staring down at me.
I turned away.
"Please get out so I can close up." I said.
He finally obeyed and walked out my studio.
Instead of leaving though, he stood there.
I sighed and finished locking up as I walked to my bike.
I didn't pay him any attention as I got on and ride past him, not turning back once.
'He's crazy.' I thought to myself.
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I couldn't sleep that night, and hope that Junho would take over for me when I woke up tired in the morning
I called him quickly and smiled wide as he said yes.
I tod him where I kept the extra key and emailed on the kids parents about my absence.
Of course they all knew Junho so it was okay but I felt terribly bad for missing a class, since the kids parents paid for me to teach them.
I sighed and closed my eyes, trying my hardest not to think.
It didn't take long for me to fall into deep sleep though.
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The ringing of my doorbell woke me up.
I didn't even know where I was going as I side stepped and stumbled to the door video.
"Hello..." I said as I looked at it.
There was no one there at first but then he suddenly popped up.
"Let me in." Taecyeon said.
"Go away..." I groaned as I walked away from the recorder and fell on my couch to continue sleeping.
I didn't even get to that because Taecyeon kept ringing the doorbell.
"Uhhh.....fine fine fine!" I yelled marching to the door as I opened it.
He stared at me and I growled at him.
"I'm tired! Go home!" I yelled as I wrapped my blankets around me and stumbled back towards my room.
I had a feeling he came inside because the door shut.
I turned around groaning.
"I need sleep. I'm tired." I said as I disappeared into my room.
I quickly fell on my bed and closed my eyes, escaping back into a deep sleep.
I was stupid to let him in but I was really tired for some odd reason.
I woke up late in the night.
I knew this because my clock read nine.
I groaned and stretched as I turned to the other side and yelled.
I was so close to hitting the floor but hands caught me just in time.
"What are you doing in here?" I yelled.
My bedroom door opened quickly and Junho, Junsu, and Soyoung came running inside.
I turned to them.
"You let him in my room?" I yelled.
A long silence passed as they all ignored me and looked away from my eyes.
"No. I walked in myself." Taecyeon said.
I turned to him and pulled away from his arms.
Falling to the floor, I got up and headed out my room and straight to the bathroom for a long, very long shower.
I didn't know how long I was in there but Soyoung came knocking fast for me to get out.
I sighed and got out of the shower.
Wiping myself hard, until I almost turned red completely, I wrapped the towel around my waist and opened the door.
"What were you doing in there you could have passed out. Why is your skin so red...Woo..." I ignored Soyoung and headed to my room.
"Wait...he's still in..."
It was only when I closed the door that I realized that Taecyeon was still sitting in the chair where he sat before and stared at me.
We made eye contact and quickly I turned around and walked to my closet to find a t-shirt to put on.
"Why are you in here? Leave. I have to put on clothes." I said as I finally turned back to him.
"I'm your boyfriend."
"Your not my boyfriend." I denied him.
"I've already seen you naked before."
"I...." I paused as to no comeback for that one.
A long silence passed as I sighed and grabbed some clothes.
I made my way towards my door when a hand grabbed my arm.
"What are you doing? Let me go." I said.
"This is your room. Stay." he said.
I pulled my arm away and touched the door knob.
He grabbed my hand again and turned me to face him.
"Stay. I won't look." he said as he pushed me towards the middle of the room and turned around to face the door.
"You...." I paused and sighed as I put the rest of my clothes on.
I sat on my bed and sighed again.
"I'm done." I said.
He turned around and nodded as he walked up to the seat again and sat down.
We ended up facing each other but I didn't look at him.
"Something happened." he said.
I lifted my head and stared him.
"After I was forced to leave." he said.
I looked back down on the bed and shook my head.
"They said something happened." Taecyeon said again.
I turned to the door angrily as I started getting up.
Taecyeon pushed me back down and I slapped his hand away.
"Stop touching me." I said.
A short silence concluded after those words.
"Tell me...what happened." he said staring at me intensely.
I lowered my head and covered half my face.
"Nothing." I said.
"Woo...."
"It's nothing. Leave me alone. I said I can't ever like you again so why are you here making me hurt so bad! Why are you trying to do this to me aga-"
I stopped as he grabbed my chin to look at him.
"It's not nothing. You know I didn't want to leave Wooyoung. I loved you and I still love you. I haven't been able to love anyone else. Please...tell me what happened when I left."
I pulled my chin away.
"I slept with a lot of guys." I lied.
A long silence passed.
"I was raped multiple times and I ended up liking it so much that I slept with all the guys I could-ow" I flinched as he grabbed my chin harder and stronger this time.
He turned me to face him.
"Don't joke about something like that. Tell me what really happened."
I stared hard at him.
"I really liked all of them putting it inside of me and tying me up and-"
He pushed me down and I felt more instant pain as he grabbed my left arm and pulled it above my head.
"What are you doing?" I yelled.
"Tell me what really happened!" Taecyeon yelled angrily this time.
I stared at him hard.
'Please just leave me alone.' I thought as I opened my mouth.
"It's none of your buisin-"
I couldn't complete my sentence as I yelled when he flipped me over still holding my arm above me tight.
He started pulling my pants off when I yelled louder and someone came barging in.
He touched my bottom and I felt both sides being pulled apart when he suddenly disappeared.
Someone pulled him off me and I scurried to the beds head board breathing hard as I wrapped my sheets around me.
"Nobody said anything as I breathed hard and tried to calm my rapidly beating heart.
This incident just brought old memories of what happened in the military services and back at the school.
Though they didn't really rape me, I was tied down and things were done to me.
I sighed and covered my rapidly tearing eyes.
"I'm not going to cry..." I whispered.
"Your safe."
I turned to Taecyeon confused as he sat on the floor, Junsu hyung holding onto him tight.
"They didn't rape you...did they? You haven't been with anyone since me have you?" he asked.
My whole body stiffened as I stared at everyone in the room and covered my whole body with the sheets.
"Why do you want to know so bad?" I asked.
"Because I care about you and I hate myself for not being there to protect you." he said.
I sighed and clenched my eyes together.
"I wasn't raped. I can't like anyone anymore." I finally admitted. "I was tied down." I said as I clenched my fists.
A short silence passed.
"At the school they......put something.....inside......but I don't know what. They held me down. At the military they attacked me in showers but I always had someone who rescued me. When...I was asleep they tied me down and stuffed anything they could find inside until one of the higher ups threatened to report them after seeing it. It's like they enjoyed me screaming. Like they enjoyed my pain. I told them I was not gay but they didn't believe me and I didn't believe myself for lying...I missed you during those days. I was so terrified that they would actually one day rape me. All of them. I was scared because I didn't even once get to properly do it with you. I didn't want to become more dirtier then I was."
I paused for a few seconds.
"During those days I was still waiting for you...but after that I gave up. I loved you so much that I decided not to ruin you ag-"
I stopped as warm hands wrapped around my sheet covered body.
"Woo..." I heard Soyoung whisper.
"I love you. I love you so much Wooyoung. I can't forget about you. They tried to make me but I couldn't and I can't. I can't date anyone else now! I can't forget about Jang Wooyoung! I won't leave you ever again. I will always protect you. I don't care what anyone thinks!" Taecyeon yelled as he squeezed me tighter.
My heart started beating. Beating so fast but my mind was telling me that I couldn't accept him again if I didn't want to get hurt.
I didn't know what to do but clench my hands and let the silent tears fall.
Somehow I ended up asleep again in between the crying.
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A/N one more chapter after this. thank you for sticking with me through this story. I might start a new one if I can. Kampsamnida! ^^