well, since graduation, lifes been pretty mundane. boring. and extremely directionless. everything since has basically been for the sake of formalities.

example: band. GAR! i hate it! no words can describe the passion with which i loathe that activity of doom that has controlled my life and dragged me into this miraculous world of drum corps!!!! my ( Read more... )

im about to join the millions of americans who complain rampantly about their jobs. namely because they take the attitude of 'lets send the SHORT one to do all the manual labor ( Read more... )

So yeah, friday was graduation and all, my siblings are in from california and texas, shoved into our exceptionally cute but tiny 2 bedroom house (air matresses. gotta luv em ( Read more... )

note: this is solely temporary. *prays that previous statement was accurate ( Read more... )

2 MORE FREAKIN DAYS ( Read more... )

ever spend months procrastinating on one of the most important decisions of your life, finally make one, then immediately realize you made the wrong choice...?

i should have chosen osu. craaaaap.... = (

*sigh* oh well, as i mentioned to several people several times in this process, i'll be happy either way. or so i hope to God...

really dont know  ( Read more... )

et c'est comme ca fini. absolutely nothings left except huge voids and misunderstandings that nothing could translate and make sense of, except a complete disconnection, which is the last thing i want ( Read more... )

alice broke up with eric ( Read more... )

so right now im so far past the breaking point that im amazed i can still spell, write, have the patience to put up with dialup, etc.

home life has been so up and down this week... completely driving me insane.... fine one minute, yelling the next, back to calm. its completely draining. there hasnt been a single night this week ive gone to bed ( Read more... )

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WHY IS MY LIFE SO STUPIDLY DIFFICULT FOR THE MOST IDIOTIC REASONS!!?!?!?!??!!?