i am going to cry. and i sure as hell hope this is pms..

My insides are burning with hate.

Will was always my "guy-to-call." For anything. To tell him about my day, to ask for advice, to help me with anything wrong. Even though we're not together anymore i could still count on him to lend an ear ( Read more... )

I had an unusual greeting today. I had my hand kissed. And my heart melted. I never knew that a kiss to the hand was a button of mine. True, he is a friend. And the hand-kiss was meant as nothing more than a greeting.. but it was awesome! I'm still all aflutter about it. It's so chivalrous.. I'm amazed. So to anyone out there who wants to woo yours ( Read more... )

I've run into trouble ( Read more... )

Ok. I think i've figured something out about myself. Whenever i'm bored/depressed i go out and buy things. And usually end up spending way too much money. Now i do this because the thrill of knowing that i need to go somewhere combined with the thrill of knowing i'll come back with something usually gives me an unusual high that will occupy the ( Read more... )

I feel.. dizzy. I can't stand up straight. I won't be surprised if i come home from work early tonight. *shakes her head*

..whats wrong with me today?

Whats wrong? Am i not worth it? Am i not worth the effort? The time? Is whatever your doing that much more important than I am ( Read more... )

I think.. think... that i'm gonna get asked out on a date by a 30 yr. old man. And i'm all for it. I love him! he's the coolest! I've always been attracted to him. We laugh at the same things.. *Shrugs* I'd definately try it out. I'm just hoping he'd call. I made the first step and told him that we're going bowling. Told. Not asked ( Read more... )

I've been feeling lonely lately.. Ok. so the loneliness started today. I can actually pinpoint the exact moment ( Read more... )