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[euphoric_misery]

today was my grandmother's funeral; obviously followed by the wake last night. i never realized that i could feel such emotional AND physical hurt at the same time. she looked beautiful in her coral dress, all made up just like she would normally be if she were going out with jim. i miss her. more than i knew i could ever miss anyone. to see her

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[jenesis914]

we all feel guilty about our actions and how we behaved in the past when our loved ones pass away. We feel regret from not being able to say sorry about things, say i love you, treat them better...but the comforting thing is, they are in heaven, theyre happy, theyre looking down at you and watching over you forever. Even though we dont do or say things we should when they are alive, they know how we really feel about them. They know how much they meant to us and how much we love them. So there is never a need to feel regret and sadness about our relationships with others when death occurs because I think that in some way, they know how much we love them because God lets them know. All we can do is carry the memories of our loved ones in our heart because when we keep them alive in our hearts, they will never be forgotten.

[euphoric_misery]

thank you so much. i don't know what else to say right now to you..but thank you. it's very much appreciated.

[flutter_girl]

I'm so very sorry sweetheart .Reading that reminds me of how I was always too shy to talk to my grandparents and now I would do anything to bring them back so that I could get to know them and so that they could get to know me..... :(

So yeah..

:(

*hugs*