❀ 025 || voice & text
[ ON NETWORK | TEXT | {Locked to Self | 90% UNHACKABLE} ]
I should stop hiding away in the bedroom and making myself unavailable to the rest. I don't want to worry them any more than I probably already have. I never thought it would take this long to ... let my heart understand that he had to go back. It was nice to have him here, but it hurts to know that if I ever get sent back, it will not be in his arms. At least I have the memories to bring with me to where I went after what happened did. I love you, Suzaku. I will take my being her not as a curse, but a blessing that I was able to enjoy at least a bit more time with you. Now if only ... if only I could prevent Lelouch from-- ...
Things have been a little hectic around the apartment along with a few strange occurrences. Have I locked myself away so long that I've ignored the current pleas? I can't have that. I ... I wonder if it has to do with...
[ ON NETWORK | TEXT | {Locked to Family (Nunnally, Lelouch, Rolo)| 90% UNHACKABLE} ]
... Is everything okay?
[ ON NETWORK | VOICE | {Public} ]
I apologize wholeheartedly for my distant behavior. I assure you that I am feeling much better now and I ... ah, uhm ...
[ pauses ]
I'm almost afraid to ask if there is anything I missed ... or anyone else that may be missing. All of you ... you're still here, yes?