i wonder why pretty much anything anyone ever does around here is drink and/or smoke

and just because i don't [anymore] there doesn't seem to be anything to do or invitations to practically anywhere

the cause i don't think is rebellion or peer pressure (well maybe a little bit of peer pressure), i think it's boredom.

i'm feeling empty
i'm not sure what to make of it
it's not necessarily a bad thing
nor am i sad
that's just...
sorta the way i feel i guess

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everything is so fucking confusing.
why the hell does being a teenager have to be so hard?

well, track season has once again returned, and i'm not sure of my opinion on it quite yet ( Read more... )

so pretty much i'm a terrible person. I do so much shit without thinking about it first, and i need to quit. it's not the first time it's happened and i always feel so shitty afterwards..why the hell do continue?

jealousy's a bitch

am i really that judgemental?

Merry christmas everyone!
Happy second day of chanukah!

noone even knows what kwanzaa is.

this fucking sucks.
why do i always just assume the people i get to know are showing who they really are? maybe i'm just too optimistic :/..

goddamnit.
::flips hair::