Minz..Im worried for ur bro...He juz came hm at 6.30am, he said his frdz bring him go drinking to "ease the pain" as the so-called frdz said, drank 7 bottles of martel (to me, it's like the frdz r trying to hitch a free drink ride)..and u noe him, he wont get drunk,Im worried he drink like tt his liver will die soon enuff...I hope u or ur parents ( Read more... )

I duno how his brain works either, like he juz like to entrap himself with worries...

He said he enjoy wat he haf nw..more time with frdz and work, told me the market is nt good, need to earn more (dun see a link)...I nv noe he wanted more time for frdz n other fun coz he always told me, he missed me and wan to see u and he felt lost nt seeing me, ( Read more... )

Saturday morning...Later will be meeting Nelz for the Female 50 gorgeous ppl event at Wild Oats bar..I ask him if he will hold my hands again, he said we will tok later...=/ Being a pessimistic person, I expect the worse that u will leave me for good ba...*cross fingers* Guess the feelings will be a great mixture later..Happy tots: Part of me ( Read more... )

NTU sunset is so beautiful..Guess I nv really notice it much ba, it was always there but I juz dun be bother to take a closer look..Too bad I was bz doing my western, cant take a pic of it...Felt EXTRA lonely watching it alone...=/

Pray my western blot dun cum out black again....haiz...if not I really feel like doing it all over again and do it NOW ( Read more... )

Juz check my citibank credit card bill...haf to pay for annual fee again...darn pissed..Together, with last mth sch fee bills, my uob card spending plus the citibank fee, it exceed over the fee i could pay...Guess tis mth I will pay as much as I can, the rest haf to pay nxt mth ba...darn the interests..

Alone in the Lab nw...doing secondary ( Read more... )

He dun call me dear or pu chi-chan or taizi fei anymore...Tears well up in my eyes again..I couldnt help it, i guess...I wonder does he rem we had a blog 2gether, will he read all these..

eVa

Gd Morning~~gotta go n work already..every step i took is so painful, like thousand needles...eyes r puffy from last nite slp remedies..

wanted to tell him i got alot of mozzies bites which i tink is the dengue ones coz normal mozzies bump subside in 1-2 hours, onli dengue mozzies bumps last for days n weeks...hypersenstive i guess.....I haf got a ( Read more... )

He juz told me Venus's mum suddenly passed away..haiz...Sad thing..Hope she's alrite..

I wanted to hear his voice b4 I slp, hoping it can make me slp actually..But he sound so cold, colder than toking to his students...Mayb he's juz tired, mayb im overreacting...I felt so cold tt i start shivering again even tho im covering with blacket, I wanted to ( Read more... )

Juz finish 23 series of Lost season 3...it took me 920 minutes which is 15 hours laying sitting on the bed n walk it..I had nobody to tok to...tt's my onli entertainment to divert the attention,coz i couldnt slp..Starting my season 4 already~

eVa

Omg....he called...i always wanted to cry..so happy even tot it's for a few seconds..Mayb I shld start believing in God rite...Haha...

eVa