silence ( Read more... )

is this reality? cars,clothes,words,sex. is this reality? emotions,music,suicide, what next? is this reality? pain,love,anger,hate. is this reality? past,future,present,fate. is this reality? god,life,weapons,thoughts. is this reality? fights being fought teachings being taught. is this reality? me having to go to school. is this reality? or are we ( Read more... )

ok so here we go the young man speaks ( Read more... )

I stand on the edge of the earth ( Read more... )

words are light flowing from the sun to my hair, words are the comfort of my big black chair, words are you, words are me, words are everything the world has come to be, words are life, words are death, words are a dying swan taking it's last breath ( Read more... )

"are you happy" the sun asks the moon from just out side the moon's tomb and the moon reply's "no but i am content, although tears flow from my eyes with no repent" the tears are tears of knowledge and peace, his eyes are eyes of wiseness and relief, "Are you happy?" the moon asks the sun, the sun hesitates and replys " i am one" " but that doesn't ( Read more... )

ok so basically i haven't updated in large amounts of time. i've learned some new words, eaten some more cereal, and i so got copic markers. they're billions times better than sharpies. i got greys. and i might get the 72 color set for my birthday or christmas or something. hi rachel. hi noah. hi taylor. hi megan. hi any1 else who reads this. um. ( Read more... )

hi rachel. um u are camping right now. yeah. i wonder if ur gonna do anything with diego. whatever i guess i'd be ok with it if u did. but i guess this won't make a difference because u aren't getting back untill tomorrow. eugene celebration. t'will be fun. yeah. LAFA! fuck. whatever i'll just kill myself then it'll be ok right? hi megan, hi sonja ( Read more... )

rachels not in love with me anymore, now she might break up with me, i'm still a bad person. soccer is still the thing that makes me happiest. along with noah. but i think soccer more because i dont think about anything but soccer when i'm playing soccer, and with noah i have a bunch of other bull shit goin on. soccer keeps me goin. i got a bit ( Read more... )

it's like this, alot has happend since i got back from chicago but to sum up, lotus as been shitty and away, i made back up for the varsity keeper, rachel is in love with me, i think it's funny, i realized exactly how powerful i am and it's amazing i love it, i got new boxers and a new tag book, the big blank wall in my room is now a big blank wall ( Read more... )