k so yesterday i saw fireworks with rachel and lotus and i started going out with rachel and then today i sent out to fern ridge with sonya and richard and caroline and saw fireworks and i showed them all that i am the cuddle master. turns out sonya said i should pick rachel because she thinks i would be happier. i was mad because it might not have ( Read more... )

ok so i am back from thecamp thing. rachel came and visited me while i was there. um SEP is in a week. fuck. racle likes me so does/did sonya. sonya said that it'd be better if i picked rachel(correc tme if i am wrong sonya) and then i did. now i am going out with her. rachel, not sonya. i don't know where it's going. fuck. i don't know how i feel ( Read more... )

ALL OPINION WILL BE VOID IF THERE IS NO NAME LEFT! IF CAROLINE LEFT HER OPINION THEN I WOULD VALUE MORE THAN...RILEY OR SOMETHING LEFT HIS OPINION! but shit i have to go because i have to get off of the internet and um rachel call me and also sonya call me too. fuck i don't eve know if sonya like me!!! she probably doesn't. maybe she does. it's not ( Read more... )

ok people, i just realized that i might not be able to update again untill i get done with the program and i might now be done untill sunday so yeah shit. if you guys wanna talk to me or meet up with me on campus then that's cool, just call my cell the day before u wanna do something after 10 pm or call in the morning before 7:30(yeah right). but ( Read more... )

oh and also i hung out with charday yesterday and it was sssssoooooooooooo awesome, she is way cool.

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ok yesterday lotus came back from true colors and she is how every1 is after true colors which is cool. i talked to her about everything that had to do with our relationship. even about mine and rachel's relationship. she's actually cool now. i like her again. as a person i mean. k now me and rachel are legal. but guess what? me and sonya have ( Read more... )

i woke up today and went to soccer practice. there was a HUGE water fight it was soooooo fun. i got the south keeper brian so good. after that i came home and chilled out. then i went out to this fire dancing thing and met up with kealey and sara at the fire dancing thing. they were ssssooooo stoned, especially sara. then we went to baby sit at ( Read more... )

the last time i went to albertsons i saw a soccer coach of mine. this time at 10:30 i saw my current soccer coach, colin. i drove home. i actually drove. colin saw me and we were joking about it at practice the next day. but the real bummer is that last night after i put the ice cream in the freezer, it fell out. sniff. sniff. a whole pint of ( Read more... )

well hello everybody. this is my first live journal entry. i don't know what to say except that rachel left for new jersey with out a hug for me, i just hung out with kealey, and i like sonya a whole bunch. and Lotus graduates from true colors tomorrow. i dunno if i wanna go or not. for any1 who doesn't know, we broke up. i don't know what to do in ( Read more... )