...::: Harvey :::...

[evanklein]

Well now, I think my pc is recovering from the illness that possessed it for the last 4 days. The fact is that the SWG_client add-ons SONY have launched to join All Platform Access altered some stuff - in fact it had a severed conflict with my GeForce managing it - and weren’t reliable at all. The have got it changed as client crashes were the rule

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[evanklein]

Muy nocivo. He de dedicarme a otra cosa. :P

[suede]

Qué es eso de Harvey?

[evanklein]

Es de la película It's A Wonderful Life, protagonizada por James Stewart. Su acompañante era un conejo blanco gigante que tan solo podía ver él, y cuyo nombre era - y es- Harvey.

[electracine]

Esto debía ser el virus de las tardes de domingo, que es muy traicionero. Hay gente que está inmune, pero yo lo cojo cada dos por tres. Es más, creo que ya se ha instalado permanentemente en mi organismo, listo para atacar a la mínima bajada de defensas, porque además ha encontrado un entorno de lo más favorable. Los síntomas suelen ser precisamente un estado melancólico, e incluso depresivo en casos más graves. Sin embargo, si uno se cuida (y sobretodo si se deja cuidar) remite. Además, al contrario de otras enfermedades, los médicos recomiendan no quedarse sólo en casa, sino salir un poco.

Y bueno, Harvey es un conejo amistoso (en un principio); peor sería que te visitara el conejo Frank de "Donnie Darko" y te contara que el mundo se va a acabar en un par de semanas y te hiciera hacer "cosas malas". Yo a veces, especialmente las tardes de domingo, realmente temo que me visite.

[evanklein]

Sí, en mi también se ha instalado ese maligno virus. De hecho creo que ya no me voy a poder librar de él.

Harvey es amistoso y bonachón, para que negarlo, pero estaba en una de sus encarnaciones siniestras. Y sí, me visita en esas tardes de domingo, e incluso otros días; se ha aficionado a mi.

Sería de mi agrado dejarme cuidar, pero me temo que la situación no es favorable para que eso ocurra. Nadie me cuida. Así he salido.

[guenievre]

You have my sympathies... I hate hate hate the computer problems that crop up unexpectedly. My rant over the last few months has been toward my monitor. Half the time, the thing refuses to turn on, and it can take hours for it to regain its functioning capacity. :(

Likewise, I'm right here with you on the depression/panic. It is an awkward feeling, no? The moon is actually perfectly full tonight, and for the past couple weeks, my emotions had become increasingly volatile, just as they do every time the moon waxes. So I've been having some panic attacks... I had one this afternoon, in fact. Don't feel badly about it; I have felt that way for a long time, and it's just made things worse. Remember that if it's panic or depression, your ability to control your emotions is quite limited. In other words, it's not your fault

[evanklein]

Monitors are quite a bizarre way of questioning the nature of 'work' real meaning; now I use the poorest monitor ever, stolen from an old i386 and, appart from its tendency to turn everything to green, it's working fine, as this good old stuff is intended to do.

I didn't realize that it was the diabolic full moon over the past nights. May be it's related to it, I can't guess... But sounds really scary to be tied to climate and phenomena of the kind.

Solitude is vast, silence is thick, and my compulsions grow together with a feeling of guilty. Despair is set out of control.

I really thank you for your simpathy. It's hard to be understood when you speak to someone that's so nauseating well-ballanced looking at you like if you were some monster of twisted nature. I feel Alien most of the time.

And even with an Ocean and a Continent in between I appreciate your company. And hope you can feel not so alone, so as is mutual trans-oceanic company, and that turns this one into a day of joy. Yes, feeling less gloomy... ^^

[guenievre]

I never used to believe the idea that the moon influenced moods or behavior, but I've started paying attention to the lunar cycles, and there's an undeniable pattern. I decided that I could at least monitor the moon phases so that I'm prepared a little. It is frightening...

I understand completely about the well-balanced people getting all judgemental. My social circles are mostly Christian, and people are quick to believe that emotional problems/differences are caused by evil influences, or that a person with problems is "refusing to listen to God." Most often, a person who seems depressed is simply excluded... I almost left my parents' church over the whole thing, but it would have upset them, so I'm still there. :(
Try not to feel alien, though... the truth is that there are more people than you know with similar issues.

Trans-oceanic company can actualy be the best sort; I'm feeling happier already... ^_^