A few things have come lately to my attention. Chiefly among them is this one, constant stain on my conscience. Now, before I freak any of you out. I would just like to appropriate that, at present, this stipulation is only in the pondering stage. So lets trek on to the said stipulation ( Read more... )

hmm. So things have been so much better lately. So much. While to the vast majority of you, recent events suggest otherwise, things have been good none the less. And you know what, I don't care. I don't care what people think of me. I, for the first time in my life, could care less. Just let me do my own thing. You know what? Things change and so ( Read more... )

For better or for worse, -I'm changing. Get the hell off your high horse and let this thing, whatever it is, run its course.

I'm all glued back together now and I make no apologies for how I choose to repair what you broke. You don't get to judge me.

So. I think I've found myself.
I mean, not that I've ever lost myself,
I've never really had anything to lose before.
It's just that now I know who I am.
And I couldn't be more content.

I'm a new Evan.

Last night,
Evan did a very "bad" thing.
Something he said he never ever EVER would.
Something he has chastised others about to no end.
Something that, even if you knew, you wouldn't believe.
Nevertheless, he's glad he did. It was so much fun.
Maybe he'll do it again?
Maybe so.

so i've officially moved on. even though you made one final last nice gesture, it just was too little too late. sorry. plus, it would have been awkward. and this weekend was really one of the best i've had in a while. perhaps because i didn't have to worry about all of you? i don't know, maybe ( Read more... )

Could someone please
tell me what the point is?
What's the point? Why?
The harder I try
the more I suck.

Today when I woke up,
I layed in bed awake
for another two hours
just thinking whether or not
I wanted to wake up.

I'm going back to bed now.

so much to say. so few who want to hear it.

So, I am pleased to say that everything is good. -for once. ACL was awesome. I'm actually glad that I didn't hang with you (or them) for once, and I actually met some really nice people. Okay well I didn't meet them, I mean I already knew them. Well, I knew 'of' them, but I didn't actually know them. Now I do and ACL was just really fun. The only ( Read more... )

Who knows what the deal is with the three day passes? Like I got mine in the mail, but they're just tickets. I've heard people say something about wristbands. I'm confusedddddd.

Hey, If anyone's going and wants to meet up/car pool that'd be greattttt.

ohmygosh. I kind of can't wait!!!