The more you're at Santa Cruz the more used to seeing the beauty of it. You notice it, you love it, but its not always breathtaking. But when it hits that certain high point, its just amazing. About 5-6 days ago, the sun was setting, the clouds were like this billowing mass over the ocean, just beautiful so hard to describe and I know no camera ( Read more... )

I've noticed recently that I love songs, and I mean love, that really harmonize a good male and female voice. I just think the beauty of the voices harmonizing is just like well beautiful, I mean you could always have 2 male or female voices harmonizing, but for whatever when they harmonize with each other, it just almost changes the meaning ( Read more... )

Ok first of all, I write in here mainly for myself and let whoever read it cause I don't always tell people what needs to be told. So because of that, I'll write a depressing entry if im depressed and a happy one if I'm happy, and normally I don't think to write about thigns that are happy cause I'm happy, theres nothing for me to get off my chest ( Read more... )

I've come to a more recent realization that living in Irvine just totally sucks. Well besides its a "nice" town ( Read more... )

If you had a choice between knowing happiness, true happiness, happiness like you've never been able to imagine, for one moment, one day whatever. Then live the rest of your life in sorrow. Or a life of only just happiness, regular happiness, never knowing true happiness. What would you choose?

Damnit, I'm getting that feeling again. Its like that feeling that I need to be out and doing something. Changing the world, finding true love, its like impatience almost. Its a feeling of I'm not where I'm supposed to be. I don't feel like im outta place, and I'm happy here, but that feeling just creeps up. It comes a lot from movies and ( Read more... )

god damn teacher. I had like an 88%, 9 pts from an A, and only got a B, not a B+. So i asked her about it. She said that she "doesn't give pluses or minuses because I don't know what value they give. But In your narrative eval it states that you were close to an A" Well great, now when the off chance that a school reads all my narrative evals ( Read more... )

Ok so 2 sorta quick things. First got home yesterday from 3 days of meets. I did pretty good, didn't go best times, but went well enough for being injured. Plus we won all 3 meets, one by 1 pt, one by 4, the other by like 20 or something. The amazing thing is that we beat Cal Poly, which is a d1 school. A d3 school beating a d1 school is like ( Read more... )

so nevermind that last post, turns out that girl and guy hooked up last night.

just saying that I'm still alive, I think I have stuff to post, but I need to do an essay/study, so peace out.