home sweet home

[evaschwartz]

I have been back for only 8 hours. I want to go back to Madison. I don't find myself wanting to see anyone. Maybe I'm just tired and still trying to get over the end of the year. I haven't cried yet. That needs to happen, but I am just indifferent to things. My mom and I went to the play today, mostly to see jakey. Seeing people is strange. Even

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To Cleante, from Valere

[jakey_stays_put]

I know that your entry wasn't specific to one person, but I will add my $.02 anyway.

Eva, you will always be a part of my life. I want you to feel that you will always "belong" with me, because you will, even if our lives may be going in different directions. In one year, your friends like me and Alex will be feeling the same way and in two years Aaron will be feeling the same way.

Re: To Cleante, from Valere

[evaschwartz]

I appreciate that. Thank you Jake. I guess I more feel like St. Anthony isn't part of my life. Part of that probably had to do with the fact that I spent tonight at the high school. As much as I love the individual people, life here is so different it's going to be hard to get used to.

[me_ag_han]

welcome home eva!

p.s. i like your new pic :)

[tai_me_up]

I know that feeling you're having. I never thought I'd feel like that because all first semester I wanted to go home. I felt like I belonged there the most. Now that my year is almost over here at Hamline- I'm afraid to go back. I don't know what friends I haven't been in touch with are going to be okay with me- and see if I have a place to "belong" again. Maybe it's because change can be an unsettling thing. Well my point is- I know exactly how you are feeling, and I'm sure other people feel the same way.

[evaschwartz]

isn't it lame that they uproot us and make us go to college and then a year later we have to do the same thing all over again?

[tai_me_up]

Yeah its crazy- I feel like I'm constantly switching these two totally different lives... at least with friends and everything because family life stays the same. But our living is generally f*ucked up every 3 months between christmas breaks and the semesters!

[steph_v]

I agree. I like coming home, but at the same time, everytime I come home I feel out of place. Its like having two different lives. When I come back home, I miss college and I want to go back. I miss my friends from college and I'm never sure if my high school friends will be the same or whether they will want to do the same things as me.

[alix_2442]

EVA!!!!! it was sooo nice to see you yesterday, even for like the 2 min, sorry bout my lack of conversation, our shift leader is kinda of a bitch. Anyway, i am soo happy that you are home!

[wildwild_west]

i'll see you in like four weeks. it'll be great that everybody will be adapted to each other, and THEN I come home.

But, I say everyone feels that way, so it's either bond or be bored. Let's choose bond.

[evaschwartz]

Thanks Daniel. I look forward to having you home : )