i totally feel the same way about the whole relationship thing. all my older cousins are either getting married or on the verge of getting married and i dont even have a date to their weddings. it's really unfortunate to be the cousin without a significant other and have all your aunts and uncles ask why. but i suppose i always have the excuse of "i go to an all girls college in nowhere missouri so unless you want me to bring a meth addicted boyfriend with gold teeth, stop asking me why i dont have a boyfriend".
I LOVE YOU EVA!!
anonymous
October 17 2005, 05:21:15 UTC
Eva, darling, I feel exactly the same way you do, and I (unfortunately) act the same way you do. I find a guy in every class and in everything extracurricular that I'm involved in and I "obsess" over them. I stare at them, I comtemplate ways to randomly run into them, or whether or not it'd be creepy if I just went up and said "hi", and the ones I do talk to...that's the worst. Those guys, I want so badly to send them a message on AIM everytime I see their away message disappear. When I talk to them, I want so badly for them to invite me somewhere, to call me, or to start a conversation with me, instead of myself always having to initiate everything. I get frustrated when I find any sort of hint that they may not be interested in me, and it's stupid, because I bearly know these people. I get upset that not a single guy has asked me out yet and that not a single guy (normal...freaky guys don't count) has flirted with me. And then I contemplate whether or not I'm annoying the guy. I don't know if he likes me talking to him or
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but thats just me.
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