you must try...and keep trying regardless of the outcome....because otherwise....all you have is outercircle pacing.......not just with relationships....with your whole life.....and what is the point...if you just pace back and forth in an outercircle.....get to the point.....stumble...fall......but try because otherwise you will look back...and ( Read more... )

feeling defeated.

completely.

2 steps forward
400 steps back.

I couldn’t breath ( Read more... )

so it is the end of another...last night I found out that the guy I have been seeing off and on for a year....had a girlfriend the entire time.....it seems like every guy I date....they just select another option of horribleness...(that isn't a word) but that is how I feel...this morning I woke up with puffy eyes.....I knew that I never want to see ( Read more... )

Looking up to the sky ( Read more... )

funny I wrote this in may 05...but I still feel the same way ( Read more... )

I stood for an hour and a half in the freezing cold temperature trying to get a cab ( Read more... )

a saudi saying.....
"My father rode a camel. I drive a car. My son flies a jet airplane. His
son will ride a camel."
we humans....we have not understood.......what there is
not yet.....there is definately something greater......right in front of us....

Know to ask me ( Read more... )

does everyone cheat ( Read more... )