Paxil is not my friend so far. I have wicked dry mouth and my mental alertness is in the toilet. I don't feel like myself at all and feel light headed and weak in the knees. Concentrating at work is also difficult and I am finding I am making even the most trivial mistakes. I don't like it ( Read more... )

I've made a conscious decision to go back on anti-depressant medication. I don't feel depressed, I have been sleeping/eating ok, my problem is the anxiety and the constant thinking. My head won't shut the fuck up and I can't take it anymore. It's like my mind is a swarming bee hive and I just can't slow down or even silence my constant thought ( Read more... )

I haven't posted here in about a month for one reason, one of the people who I consider a friend read what I had to say and proceeded to tell me that I was looking for pity. That's your road map right to my angry place. I don't talk on here looking for sympathy or pity ( Read more... )

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I went to both a Psychologist (yesterday) and a Psychiatrist (today) who have assured me that I am not crazy and simply suffer from anxiety. I thought I may be diagnosed as being Bi-Polar or something of that nature but after lengthy discussions and questioning it turns out I'm ok. The Psychiatrist recommended a low dosage of medication to help ( Read more... )

Remember that French girl I talked about and how things werent working out? Well silly me I thought we were working things out. We talked, we went places, she led me to believe things were going back to the way they were... until.. *DUN DUN DUN* She fucks her ex-boyfriend, tells me she didn't regret it, AND they are getting back together after she ( Read more... )

Ok the Zombies aren't here yet, but you can't really tell the difference when you look at me ( Read more... )

I don't remember ever being this sick before. I woke up this morning, ran to the toilet and puked 3 times. Then, I spent the remainder of the morning on the toilet. If I had a sip of water or gingerale I was back on it within minutes. I am dizzy, disorientated, achey, feverish, nausious, and havent' eaten anything in the last 18 hours. I am trying ( Read more... )

Tonight was the hands down worst night of my life and I'll never forget it. Why? Well basically I had a complete meltdown in the middle of nowhere while camping with friends. I have no idea why it happened or what brought it on but I had a severe panic attack at the campground - so bad in fact I thought I was going to die. I couldn't breathe or ( Read more... )

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