is it true in life, that you have to pretend you don't want what you really want in order to get what you want in the end? because if it is, this world is retarded and so are the people in it and I am one of them which is even more sad than this dumb post.

Never close any doors. You never know what will happen.

I'm so excited for the new year I could piss my pantalones.
This past year was one of the best years I have ever had.
I've been looking forward to 2004 for many years. woohoo! it is very near.

I think it is funny how in life everything depends on what the other person is actually thinking. not what they do or say. the thinking part is the part we'd probably understand the most.

Wayyyyy not tired.

Merry Christmas!

My new observation is this. I have seen too many of my friends and people that I care for be screwed over by love recently or many of them who are currently being screwed over by it. haha. I don't like it. that is all. People suck.

I'm tired of waiting for everything.

Yes. Even you add to my losing all brain activity previously inside my head.

SO...
Timing is everything.

Tonight it was a little better than normal.