"i haven't let myself feel sad or defeated for what seems like a very long time because i've been so bent on BEING WELL." i agree. i SO agree. even though you probably can't SO agree, i do. but i have a secret. sometimes it isn't because i'm bent on being well. i'm glad you have moments of doubt, it sounds like they keep you level or sane or something of that sort. and i'm even gladder that you can pull yourself out of them. i remember a time, some time ago, when i read and i wasn't sure that you could. i am proud, and it feels strange sometimes because i don't know most of you. but i am. give yourself a chance to rest once in a while. scary, at least for me it is, but worth it sometimes. keep charging on, dear, keep pushing through. aaand as the novel comes to a close, your writing makes me feel glowy inside, even if it's not the happiest of times sometimes. you and fred have something, i can feel it in your words, but you know that, i know. and feel pretty, please. for the both of us. -k
and stefph...you are the most wonderful person i have ever met. and its a real bummer that we dont see eachother anymore. and you should call me cause i just wrote this big ass fucking long fucking comment and it wouldnt let me post it cause it was too long or some dumb shit. or ill call you or something. i love you!
i miss you sooo much. and i hate kevin still and you made me forget him. and i havent had good sex in so long so im scared of it now. all i do is hang out with my parents and go to bed at nine. what im really trying to say is love your busy life. you do sound stonger and handling it well. you'll probably find that you'll be less stressed after you get your car.
I love the way you write. It reminds me of drinking warm tea for some reason. If we lived nearer I would be bugging you to hang out right now. Since when did high school get so hard? I'll feel so juvenile if I collapse over 5 essays. I can't wait 'til I have to pay bills & everything in life makes sense!
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i agree. i SO agree. even though you probably can't SO agree, i do.
but i have a secret. sometimes it isn't because i'm bent on being well.
i'm glad you have moments of doubt, it sounds like they keep you level or sane or something of that sort. and i'm even gladder that you can pull yourself out of them. i remember a time, some time ago, when i read and i wasn't sure that you could.
i am proud, and it feels strange sometimes because i don't know most of you. but i am.
give yourself a chance to rest once in a while. scary, at least for me it is, but worth it sometimes.
keep charging on, dear, keep pushing through.
aaand as the novel comes to a close, your writing makes me feel glowy inside, even if it's not the happiest of times sometimes.
you and fred have something, i can feel it in your words, but you know that, i know.
and feel pretty, please. for the both of us.
-k
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and stefph...you are the most wonderful person i have ever met. and its a real bummer that we dont see eachother anymore. and you should call me cause i just wrote this big ass fucking long fucking comment and it wouldnt let me post it cause it was too long or some dumb shit. or ill call you or something. i love you!
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