You took my hand ( Read more... )

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I'm scared and sad. I'll never forget it. After talking with Matt on Tueday night, I hung up the phone around 12:20 and then tried to go to bed. Sometimes it's loud, so I put the pillow over my head. I heard some screaming and I wasn't sure what was going on, so I ignored it and tried to sleep. It kept on going, so I was angry as I grabbed a ( Read more... )

I am angry. I haven't talked to him since Tuesday. That's FOUR days!! What has he been doing? He's my BOYFRIEND and I haven't talked to him. I called him on Wednesday, but he wasn't there, so I left a message and I haven't talked to him since. I feel like I'm not his girlfriend. I feel like he doesn't put the effort in anymore. I'm just a friend. I ( Read more... )

Friday night, Matt and I went to Resonate at APC and it was a presentation on "Relationships and Dating." It was actually quite different than what I thought it would be, and it was very funny. Pastor Lisa just got engaged the day before, so she was all bubbly and she told us about how she got engage and all the girls got excited. She talked about ( Read more... )

It amazes me how God makes himself shown at the perfect time, just when we need him.

Here's an example from today: (it's my MSN conversation with Steph). I just sent her a link to this site http://www.fathersloveletter.com/fllpreviewlarge.htmlsteph-studying..."faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen..." says ( Read more... )

I don't even know why I bother. Why do I have to get so happy? Why do I have to expect things? Why do I have to get into a routine? I hate it! I hate expecting things and being let down. I want to talk. I make the time to talk. Does he? No. He would rather sleep. Watch a movie. Do nothing. I hate this. I shouldn't even bother expecting. I feel bad ( Read more... )

I've finally gone ahead and made the decision - to become a Christian. It's been building up for the past couple of years, since I met Matt. I've learned so much and explored Christianity. I had some issues and questions, but I've finally reached the point where it doesn't matter if I understand everything or not. I know that this is what I want. ( Read more... )

Awwww.....Matt sent me an Italian text message a while ago and I just got the translation. In Italian, it says "Gli occhi, la faccia, les gambe, che belle! Ti amo, principessa - ora e per l'eternita." In English, it's translated as "the eyes, the face, the legs, that attractive! I love you, princess, now and for the eternity." How cute is that?? I ( Read more... )