This is My RANT!!! (two letters)
Dear J,
I don't know where you got the thoughts that people care about how you feel. They don't. So please grow up and suck it up. Actually... just suck it. I guess you do that enough it. Yeah, that's what you think I said. You're a whore and a bitch. I don't even know why I started to even bother myself with you. I admit, you can read me better than most of the people in my life, and I owe you for helping me in the beginning of last year. But you know what?! I would have been fine! I have loyal friends who have helped. And the way you've been treating me the past few days has more than payback for the THAT particular transaction. Not that you would know what friendship was about. You have fears that you don't want to deal with. You act all happy and perky but in truth you're afraid of being close to people, having people knowing you. So you have these superficial friends who you make them feel like they're someone important in your life. When in truth that's not true. And I'm angry at you that you tried to do that with me. I am DONE with your insecurities. Your cold and hot actions have finally broke my paitience. Are you happy now!? I wash my hands of you.
Dear E,
I have no right to be angry at you. You told me about your issues, and it was my fault for staying. And I have no energy to give for you. So I will leave. I can't wish you the best, because you don't of me. And so I turn my back to you. I'm sorry for the shit you're going to have to deal with now that I'm not in your life.
With all my heart and soul,
everbreeze