This week has been rather full, as far as emotions go. No matter how happy I am with my life, something always emerges from the shadows and takes form, just when the last "issue" dissolved away back behind the curtain. I need a marathon "chat" with my understanding little journal, but I don't have the time. Or rather, I'm mis-directing my writing ( Read more... )

"She's taking care of everything else this Christmas. All you have to do is take care of her."

I like it. Buy me chocolate.

"And I'm..." oh, nevermind.

Dad had to kill our budgie Skylar last night. He's had a huge tumor for months and was looking pretty sick. That's fine, but they didn't even let me say goodbye. *sniffs*

Home sick for the second day in a row. I'm convinced it's stress. School can suck it.

Oh btw, Paul's a temptress. ;)

"I love you."

I actually got to school and was sleeping on the band room table before I decided to go back home. I felt stupid, but I got sleep.

Jon broke up with Karley last night. They're been together for over a year. I've been hoping Jon would finally see what she was doing to him...but they loved each other, and I do feel so bad for her...sadness.

I feel a paper journal rant coming on. Frustration with myself. My poor journal has been far too neglected as of late, the cause of which I can not mention here. No, nothing bad, you'll just find out later ( Read more... )

Lookit that. According to my journal, it's New Year's. Whoo. *mutters delightful piece of crap*

I think I've just decided to get a new journal. I'll update ya'll in that area.

Boy am I cynical. Ever seen Momento? Weird movie. Now every time I forget something I feel like a freak with no memory. But I'll go on about tonight later, when I'm not

I'm sick.

Pity me accordingly.

I am feeling like waxing very, very poetic right now. It's the caffeine, and a day full of good feelings/thoughts. At the moment, it's cold in here. My fingers are all hiding warm and safe in my sleeves. Oh how cute ( Read more... )

Thank you all for being my friends. Thank you Keki for being my sister. Thank you Paul for being so much more. :o ( Read more... )

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